I feel like I need a girl friend, because I never had one, I want to know how it feels. I need someone to talk to, I think. I don't know man so many thoughts are running through my head, I feel scared sometimes

You need a girlfriend for the girlfriend experience or you want to be in love? They are not necessarily the same thing...

Bruh !! Don’t search for a girlfriend just coz you’re bored and has no one to talk to .. if it’s love you’re gonna find it anyways

Why you need a girlfriend . First make friend then think about girlfriend . If you want we can talk . 

Maybe first try to make some friends and then decide if you still need a girlfriend. Because it looks like you want to have a friend you could talk about everything.

Adulting

i don’t miss him i don’t miss him i don’t miss him 

3am Thoughts

Yeah wherever in the world you are, I hope what you did haunts you

Child Abuse

Road side chai in evening. @banglore

Coming Out

I feel like I might be one of the most saddest and failed 24yr old out there. I have a shitty low paying job. Typical orthodox family with crumbling health and finances. A relationship which won’t result into marriage. Looks of gaint potato. And venting out here because I got 0 friends. :-|

Insecurity

Remember- 

NEVER and I say NEVER go to sleep in a bad mood or a bad feeling. 

Whatever it is. No matter how hard the day was. No matter what happened during the day. 

When you go to bed you leave everything be. 

Be thankful and think about how great the next day will be. 

Sleep is the time when your conscious meets your subconscious. Sleep is the time when your deepest desires start to manifest. 

And if you go to this ritual in a bad mood. Your next day will be bad as well. 

If you want try it for yourself when you go to the bed today curse everything and everyone. See how your days goes tomorrow. 

And then tomorrow be thankful and imagine how wonderful your next day will be. You will see the difference yourself. 

If you have already noticed this let me know in the comments.

Affirmations

If loving someone was never an option, how did you choose to love them?

It's hard for me to love myself. I created unimaginable insecurities for myself, and i dragged myself down with these insecurites. I havent been sober for the past 5 months straight. I smoked weed everyday to forget about my problems but instead it created so many more. Gave my self an eating disorder, hurted my self and the people around me.And i didn't see all the hurt i did till now. I took a tolerance break for 9 days but gave in today. Honestly i enjoyed the feeling in the moment, but im very upset i gave in. It's diffucult,there are so many other little factors that add up and i just get very overwhelmed. No one talks about the side effects of weed. It gave me anger issues i would get extremely overwhlemed and escalate a situation when the situation didn't need to go that far. I feel stuck, in class i catch my self staring at the wall and loosing focus from my thoughts. I'm going to try and slowly stop it's hard but my supply is cutting short anyways. I just recently started openning up about my problems but now all i receive from people is sympathy or honestly people just don't care. It made me get to a point where i dont care anymore butthen i do i'm a huge over thinker. I feel like i attract everything that happens to me and that there is no one to blame but my self. When a couple months ago i used to tell my self in the mirror " its not me, its everyone else".  Life is hard i get it, we all go through it, but this time feels worse than ever i wish i never started smoking.

Addiction

Hey! Looking for friends having the same vibes (or even better) as me. Interested?

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