I feel like I might be asexual . I have not had a crush on someone (non fictional) in 4 yrs

Thank you for sharing! But you must think about this more and understand if you are sure. 

I think you need to explore to prove your theory. Very nice of you to share something so personal with us. Much love.

I'm not really sure either. But I tend to have romantic crushes with girls and I don't really have any sexual desires. Just because you are asexual doesn't mean you can't have a romantic/emotional relationship. You may be aromantic: you don't experience much or no romantic attraction. Hope this helps!!😃

Other

Read somewhere the never be the bandage of someone's wound because people throw it away after they're wounds gets healed 🥲🥲🥲


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3am Thoughts

I felt empty.... I just want to cry freely

Growing Up

i live w my guardians, my parents and brother have passed

online classes have started and they last all day .. and my guardians require me to do home chores.. its getting very bad mentally, I'm getting self harm ideations to get the anger out since I cant take out my anger at home on anyone

what do I do when I get self harm ideations 

Self Harm

I got a squirrel...what should I name him...a bit of the bg story...I have a cat and he brought the squirrel home and was trying to eat the poor being u required it but not healthy enough to make it to the wild.... I would like some name suggestions for my little fighter 

Caregiver

I have not been diagnosed but I feel I have bipolar disorder.
If I do it is very little but that's not what this is about.
I'll give you a few character profiles:
H: "Best-friend", the one I suspect also has bipolar disorder. Drifting apart for a while. Toxic (used to be friendly and all good). Used to be a supporter/empathetic friend.
R: The one I was getting closer to. I'm 'stealing her online friends'. Swears a lot (except in front of her parents). Very loud (thus making her a little annoying at times). A little toxic.
M: 'Supporter'. She supports her friends and keeps secrets (which i'm thankful for), yet it makes it so hard to connect with the other 2. Pure soul and quiet. Usually the person the others go to for a secret. I don't talk to her much though.

 I feel my friend has it too (bipolar I mean). My best friend who I wrote about yesterday (H) always changes her attitudes at the slightest pull (or sometimes she's unaffected). I feel I can't joke around her anymore or she'll get offended, but H jokes and makes fun (out of love she says (Well, to me anyway)) of me and my other friends.

Sometimes H can be the greatest friend in the world (not so much anymore) but now she usually has tendencies to hurt others (or be meaner to) that wronged her (even a little bit). I get that, I have it too (we are VERY similar) but I know how to control myself. We used to call each other 'hermana' (sister in spanish). We *were* very close.

R & M support her, and I of course did too. Until it was too much for me. Once I wanted to do something and she didn't, but if I did the thing she would be alone. I was annoyed, because by the second she was slowly closing me off (by getting more annoyed and she had that 'whatever-do-what-you-want' kinda voice). So, I just left to do it. I wasn't going to deal with her then, I was sick (like, actually sick).

I don't know what to do with her, i'm thinking of leaving my friend group and going to my long-time best friend's group because, well, I've lost all trust in all of them.

I should also add i'm not good with words, i'm not very empathetic and I feel I can't help her, but at the same time I can relate with her (because we are both going through **very** similar things). She has an attitude that she doesn't need help and I can't try unless she opens up. Then again, I can only listen, i'm not good with words.

Bipolar Disorder

How would i know if i need help or not ? (i mean a psychologist)

Depression

Saw a film called Hridayam and it is the best thing that happened to me after a very long time! 

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