I feel like i have panic attacks but i am still in denial , I don't wanna accept the fact that i have anxiety issues,i hide my problems from my loved ones and my family,but the more i hide it the more i felt it got worst,i get little to no sleep for the past few days and a lot of overthinking.I just wanna be normal,feel okay and be happy 

Mostly overthinking about how my life is right now and always being scared of what will happen in my life and pressure others expectations on me 

I've tried meditating so many times but I've never managed to get through the over thinking got the best of me..

Try to figure out what the problem is and try to solve the problem irrespective of what other thinks of you
And life will not be good only when you are successful life is beautiful in itself

Yes.I've write lots but sometimes its hard for me to physically write down everything that is going on inside my head sometimes i find it hard to find the right words to express how i feel and it feels like I didn't fully express myself or what is inside my head

Thanks.. although it'll take time for me to accept it I'll try my best to do so 🫂

I'm Not sure if dming is going to help 🤷‍♀️

Tq..it means a lot for me to hear it  💜 

Your parents will not be proud only when you will be successful they will also be proud when they see a happy well culture and a good human being in you. Just belive that if things are not working according to you then things are working according to god and god will never harm us just have patience

The things is I've already tried headspace and other apps too but I've never actually commit to it fully,let me try it again and hopefully this time it'll make me feel better and I won't need to post again :)

Insomnia

high school boys are terrible 

3am Thoughts

everything has been so confusing lately idk what is going on with me but it is not good i am trying so hard but end up harming myself 
no one believes me that's what makes it harder
i feel very anxious idk what to do everything sucks i just want something different even if it doesn't last longer 

Anxiety

He broke my heart into pieces
Now every piece loves different boys..

Mera brain power Kam ho gaya hai koi batayega me apne friends se konsa kaam Karwa Rahi thi😂😂😂

I fell in love with my best frd, she was already in a relationship with someone, but after meeting each other we became sooo close and so strong  we had a perfect understanding  and all everything, i told her that i love her still she married that guy, i begged cried and did everything else to stop her and i even tried after her marriage to get her to convince her , she didnt accepted my proposal everyone in my family knows abt her ,,, i recently came out of depression and anxiety ,, nowww that girl is like please be my frd dont goaway dont leave me, be in my life , i told her i will never accept you as my frd i cannot see you with some1 else, still she is forcing me to be a frd, now she triggers me alott her name her memories everything is sooo traumatizing to me nowww, i even asked to gooo away live ypur life with your perfect husband but nooo she wants me as a frddd tooo,,,, whyyyyy  i dont wanna be her soft side her shoulder to cry on ,,, even if i be that guy then in the end she will always be in his arm , i dont know i am sooo confusedd and i think i am again gonna go into depression...

Depression

Be the reason someone believes in the goodness of people.

Motivation

Before asking god for anything, 
First thank him for everything ! ✨

Gratitude

The unknwn feeling..
I met him once in a journey and it was unexpected. To coverup the boredom we started a conversation. He was so sweet and I'm impressed. Towards the end of that journey I thought it's over, but it was not. After a few days we started texting which was again unexpected and unintentional. And the conversation grew, we shared our stories. our bond became stronger, But u know as friends. Now for me he is not just a normal friend, some thing more than that. Now i simply jst don't like him, I love him. But it's not that kind of romantic love. I don't know what this feeling exactly is. I don't want him as a boy friend, but I want him with me and not as a friend.. 


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