I feel like I do not have real friends. They all are very selfish, mean and do not want to see others succeed. What shall I do?

Mostly friendships are temporary. Don't depend on them. Keep meeting new people. 

Relationships

It feels like I've lost so many friends in the last few days and it feels good to be surrounded by real people. 

i hate this friend oh godddddd

Friends

you know what i feel like im done with people. i used to put in a lot of effort in friendships, realized that im not getting the same energy back and hence i reduced my efforts and now it feels like they dont put in any efforts. and it fucking on earth kills to see them address like a hundered of people their bff and you are nowhere on the list. i dont know but i feel im losing friends i never had.  ik its weird... 


basically my friend group dont like me but i still hang around with them anyways bc i dont have anybody else to go with but today i walked up to them and they all started whispering and smiling at eachother and then this girl was like oh *my name* and i was like yeaaa why do you still hang around with us and i just went idk bc i was panicking and then they all turned around at started laughing and looking at eachother and then they all just ran off to the 2 people werent there and are in there friend group and they obvi told them about it because they started laughing and then they turned around and looked at me and istg i nearly started crying bc i didnt know what to do i dont even like them i just have no other friends so i just stick around with them but idk if i should just leave them and then be a loner bc my own company is probably better than feeling nervous all the time around them they also always do this look whenever i walk over and start smiling but like in a bad way and i just dont know i also never talk with them im just silent ughhhhhh i have like 3 options i either stay with them and get teased or i leave there group and just go on my own or i just kill myself 

why do i feel there arent any true friends?

I have a low immune system that keeps me sick all the time, which is why I don't have friends

Friends?

I have friends but when I need them there is noone whom I can share my problems my feelings I have done so many things for them but they just act like I am nothing to them they came to me when they need me I always try to be there close friends but I can't they don't show intrest to talk with me 

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