I feel like giving up, earning money is such a important thing and I just don't know how to. I feel like a loser can't get out of my parents home, I want to buy don't have the resources to. It sucks.

3am Thoughts

I am so fucking frustrated with my boyfriend. He is becoming an alcoholic and I have tried so hard for long to be there for him but it's eating me up now but I also know he needs me. 

Boyfriend

I wish I had somewhere else to stay, I have no friends nearby and I can’t get a job.

Depression

Hello 
I feel drained . Emotionally and Mentally drained . 
I know every parent child relationship is rocky and tough . Over the years a came to realize that i have a very toxic relationship with my parents . i tried talking to them about it but nothing I say is concerned important . i feel as if slowly my life is becoming more and more meaningless , everytime i have something to talk about with them or whenever i need them or their support . 
What do i do or how do i go about dealing with this.


i want some friends or u can say a mentor which can help me build a career in it sector. For now i am learning Android App development and i am not very good at it right now. I may not be the  best but i am willing to try my best but i need someone to count on during times when i  stuck. If there is any android developer here i can get help from i will be glad.

Career

From last few months i have cut myself off from people called friends. I dont feel like talking to any of them. I dont text, call or reply to them. In past as per people have being ignoring me and coming up to me only when they need me. I think i better be alone. I no longer need people in my life.
Yesterday i talked to my old friend after 2 years. He was worried about this behaviour of mine. He told me this can be sign of depression.....
Is it so..??
Please help 🆘

I had a group of friends
They always made plans but I was never allowed to go out anywhere
I have abusive parents
So they'd beat me even if I asked about going out
So I'd never join my friends
They thought I was being arrogant and mean and wasn't hanging out with them because I was not liking them 
They started to taunt me and stuff 
And used to say a tons of things 
Then one day I had it all
in the morning I got scoldings from my parents and they even got violent 
and that day I had it
my friends were continuously taunting and saying things(maybe in a fun way Idk)
and I literally had an anxiety attack so I shouted broke down there and cried in front of them 
and told them everything 
they were good for few days and then they slowly started maintaining distance and started to ghost me
I feel very bad now 














Lonely

Broken 

Breakup


So finally, time comes when you are ready to take it to another level in the relationship but then you are just left alone and have to walk your way by self. Just a time in the life where you don't have any real friends left as you did not feel the need of having one at a point when you become so introvert and cant even talk to people and just feel left out in the unknown world. But all of a sudden you now have to start everything from the beginning and your are not left with that energy to put it out!

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