i feel like exploding right now i've been feeling like shit for so long that i wanna end it rn

Suicidal Ideation

How do I cut off a friend from my life? Not that they've done anything bad, I just feel like we are not on the same page anymore. We've been friends for as long as I remember but I feel like now that we've grown up we've our differences that's starting to irk us both. Just because I want to cut her off my life doesn't mean we are on bad terms, I just think it's high time one of us have to step forward before things turn messy but idk how to...

Conflict

What is character?? How  it is defined?? 

Anger Issues

And now my question is, why is Meredith being so stubborn? ￼￼

Frustration

I miss my school so much, the place I spent 8 hours a day from when I was 3 years old until I turned 15, then I switch to another high school very against my will, a horrible place I hated, days went by slowly, everything was boring and I just felt like I lost 2 years staring at a white wall. I just got into college and I'm still not over my old school, my old small town. When I left I had my group of 5 friends that always had my back, within them my best friend that I've known since I was 6 whom I used to fight with every other day but we'd always get back together no matter what. For the longest time, I thought I was lonely and they were the only ones I really had but I slowly started to realize that wasn't true, everyone had my back, even that one kid who used to constantly make fun of me thinking he was so funny or whatever, he was there for me too. I realized that when I was at my lowest point, so many people I never expected showed me love and support, when I used to cry in a corner cuz I argued with my best friend I was quickly surrounded by my entire class, cheering me up and ready to fight the one that made me cry, I liked that. My last day of school, some people wrote messages on my wall ( a huge piece of paper we all had and every end of the year people could write a message) I never got many, and that one time I didn't either but two stood out to me, I barely knew them but i felt so understood by the words they wrote me, I hope they're doing well. I feel like I wasted my time there too, I have so many good memories looking back yet I went through so much unnecessary stuff and that was all my fault, can't believe i allowed that, can't believe i didn't know how good i had it. I also miss my favourite teachers, the ones that treated me like a daughter and looked after me. I wish i could get over it but i really wish this was just a dream, I want to wake up and be back home. 

Memories

There’s just too much going on. I can’t seem to get a break from it all. Feel like dropping everything and running away. 
And then there is the guilty mindset that makes me feel selfish for not doing things. 
FML! 

Anxiety

Yesterday .....i heard my mom talking to someone in her call about something related to photos and restaurants ...she looked really tensed ...i thought of asking her but i didn't 
I guess she's cheating on my dad with another man ...cuz she always goes out and never tell us where she went ...she would be bringing various stuffs or home groceries within a min ...and i assumed that these man gives her all those things ..
I thought of asking her if she had an afaair indirectly but i couldnt ...and today again i heard that ..that man's wife went mising ...

My mom is getting obese day by day , she had sciatica 6 years back in her lower back that's why she can't do heavy weight training,  she wants to reduce fat but she feels veryi demotivated due to past medical conditions what should we do , help..

Healthy Food

I'm feeling lonely and worried about future

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