Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

it hurts so bad

But crying everyday is not good for health

yeaah … but don’t know what to say

Crying at failure and frustration is perfectly normal and I want to tell u everything will be alright

I know nothing will be alright

Nope it is not … it never was

What is it ? Care to share? it will make u feel better after sharing

a person i used to love might be married to someone else while I was busy getting my career on the right path

I see does she love u too? Or was it that u were quite busy in setting ur career on right path which is a wise choice that u couldn’t give her enough time?

yeahh

I know nothing breaks like a heart

I thought i was over it . but it hurts like hell

wait how do you know I am a guy?

But Did u both had a discussion about ur choice and priorities at that moment ?

I dunno I just sensed it I guess

she made it clear that she will get married and we stopped talking after that…… that’s why I thought I was over her … but i am not

I know it’s hard to move on and I feel that we realise it later do u think she might give u a chance if u had a convo with her ?

nope … cast issues and everything

Cast issues mhm they do exist even today it’s sad

also my parents never really approved of her …

I don’t have guts to confirm if she is married or not

Oh I see

But honestly if u asked her if she is married or not ? Wouldn’t the answer yes or no will eventually put u at ease ? Like if she said yes then try to move on u have to get rid of the stubbornnessAND if no then u have other chance

I have been convincing my head that she is married already

No room for mind thoughts don’t overthink just send her a text

can’t… deleted every contact detail

I’m not forcing if you are comfortable enough to send her a text But since u had a good relationship earlier it isn’t bad to text

Oh wow

What about insta id tho?🌚give it a try on the search box

don’t want to see her photos in any scenario will make things worse

I feeeel youuu it’s tough but what if her acc is private just send her a direct dm then but HONESTLY I don’t want to force u know if u don’t feel it right or if that makes u feel worse then just try focusing on other things try to be more productive try giving other people a chance

I don’t feel like trusting people or may be I am just scared of going through that pain again… those sleepless nights and everything

Ikr 🤧