Dao @itsmedao
I feel like anything productive triggers my anxiety or depression. I donβt see how I could possible have ajob or a family. I donβt really know why I have been trying so hard I do not see a future. When it involves me canβt see romance or success. once Iβm in the mix it just doesnβt seem fun anymore. I wanted to be a voice actor but the thought of it seems like torture but any thought of me being alive in the future is torture. Any work at all just seemsβ¦ no feels pointless. I want to be my own person but I just donβt know how to do that. I feel trapped in my own body stuck with this brain thats toturing me. I just want to feel like myself again. I feel like Iβm suffocating in this world. I can not see myself enjoying life again. Nothing feels permeant especially happiness. The only time I feel like I love life is when I get sucked into a good show. Everytime I see my parents I feel panicked and shameful. Iβm not doing enough, they are going to ask more of me. I donβt feel like I have a safe place anymore. I have nobody to talk to. I canβt express myself anywhere anymore my parents donβt feel like a safe place to express myself. It turns into βIβm not doing enough!?β I canβt ask more of them but I need more.
its me @itsme097
Hey, you. You Lionheart!
I know itβs difficult to see what lies at the other end of this but I am sure there are great things that await you.
Precisely because you are suffering, you must experience happiness anew.
Please sit with these thoughts. Talking to a professional or someone you trust should help.
Sometimes we are so deep sucked into our shell of suffering that we cannot see things for what they are.
Please donβt fight this battle alone. Take support. There is nothing shameful about it.
I believe in you. Your future prospects are as promising as ever. Please donβt be discouraged and donβt give in to this feeling.
There is so much that awaits you!