I feel like a fool.
I was checking files which needs to be deleted. I came across a folder in my computer which contain pictures from the year 2018. I was looking through the pictures and suddenly one photo caught my attention. It was a picture of me and my friends (rather ex friends).
The memories are vivid as if it all happened yesterday.
It was the year of 2018. I wanted to make plans for Christmas so I texted one of my friends to ask whether she had any plans or not. She did have plans and she asked me whether I would like to join or not. I said yes (Oh I foolish I was). Now I was added to a WhatsApp group to discuss time and venue. Being an introvert I didn’t text anyone but still went ob on with the plan.
Now when I look back I understand that I wasn’t welcome. They were reluctant and mostly pretended that I didn’t exist. Yes I was basically a burden and they invited me just because I asked about their plans. Younger me had failed to realize that.
We are not friends anymore. Whenever I went out with friends it felt like I wasn’t welcomed there. They were just taking me in because I was their last option.
Which city are you from?
This exactly has happened many times with me
Kushagra @kushgpt
It’s good you choosed the option to leave them
Black widow @shreya0208
Hey that’s okay…some people will not make you feel included…and it’s the worst feeling it has happened with me. But those are just .1% people of your life…rest will be there aa friends, family, partner, etc. Some would be there for coffee break some for emotional talks. So yeah don’t feel disheartened by just these people. They just don’t care, you shouldn’t too.❤️
