I feel life has always been unfair to me from the onset of my child birth,I'm disappointed and always depressed. It feels like what ever I do doesn't yield fruitfully eventually and most of all is that I have a bad addict. I need help and i don't know how to pick myself back up at my age.

what are you addicted to and what is your age?


Depression

Ee to sala hona hi tha

3am Thoughts

Feels like I don't fit in anywhere ...like left out because earlier in my life was too introverted..just feel too left out of everything. I feel like sometimes people are hiding things from me which makes me trust less and ilI end up destroying friendships..it's just because 4 years ago I seperated from three best friends I guess that's the reason ...I thing everyone is judging me and I do everything to not hurt anyone because of me..What do I do

Stress

Maggi is not cooked in 2 minutes 

Cheating

I' feeling so low , cause of my dad's illogical fights. My exams are around the corner. So i usually sit outside with my grandfather who was a professor. He helps me study. We also talk a lot and it's one of my comfortable moments.
But, i don't know why my papa does not like it. He hit me on the head and told me to never sit with my grandfather again. 
Anyone please give advice how do i deal with this. I don't want to make him understand cause i don't think he will listen . This is driving me nuts

Anger Issues

Sometimes I wish I could freeze time.- you know those moments that aren't over yet but you have already thought about their ends? They are sadder than the end itself, aren't they? You're mid laugh with your friends and realise you won't see them again for a while, you're making new memories already imagining how you'll be thinking about them later. It's so crazy how the happiest memories can make you feel like the saddest person in the world when they think about them later on in life. 

It’s been 4 months that my little brother died .
He died in front of my eyes , I could have saved him , he was all blue , pale and numb . 
Maybe god has punished him instead of of me for my sins . 
I wish I could turn time back and save him , but now all I can do is miss him . 
I am doing everything I was doing before he died as if nothing has changed but there is a hole in my heart , a very big hole , a weight on my chest , a deep regret . 
If only I was a good sister I could have saved him , but all I did was watch him die in pain 
I am sorry brother 



Loss

Where are you ?
How are you ?
Can reach you but you'll never know .....


Or maybe .....

When do you know to get out of a relationship?
You don't just stop loving the person, but how do you know that you need to get out of the relationship? To make relationships work, a lot of forgiveness is needed, but what is the limit? When should you stop forgiving the person and walk out?

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