I feel lazy at job. I dont feel like working. I just sit all day procastinating.

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Is there anyone who can repair this app, keeps logging out and messages are so slow

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Hey everyone. So i started smoking up when i was in 10th grade because my friends were doing it. I though it was “cool” and did it under peer pressure. Slowly and gradually i got addicted to it. I went through a terrible break up in 12th grade after which i started smoking up every single day. I used to stay high all the time to numb my pain. And now i am in my 2nd year of college and i can see how this is ruining my life but i am not able to stop. My parents dont talk to me anymore and the only friends that i have are those who smoke up. I dont have any real support in my life who can help me get over this emotionally

Mental Health


It all started from std. 11th. I decided to prepare for IIT JEE but I never cleared jee though I took a drop. Now I m in college and my self esteem has been low since years. I always overthink everything. I always fear results. Have no idea what I m gonna do in life.

I was contemplating and tracing back why I had such a stupid/confusing dream. Maybe the reason why Denvert was on that dream is because he was brought up by this Catanduanes friend in our chats yesterday while I was asking if they were okay (TD Paeng). I didn't expect it to be him because I know it's Carlo. The fact that we're going to meet his family. But when I look at the guy, it's Denvert. I was so shock I started to panic. I can't get away from the dream because I was being introduced to her Ate and this time they seem to like me. The setting changed and it's on our house. On the balcony near the gate and the railings are ruined like how I mentioned to Carlo. And now as per checking, the walls separating our house from the vacant lot was ruined as well. Then there's my Titas, Titos, Lola, and Mama. Before they even meet Denvert he told us he'd be right back. After a while the clouds were dark and the wind is blowing you can even hear it whistle, then there's brownout. It was a bit later when Mama asked where he is and if he would be back.

I panicked because it was not Carlo and I don't want to tell him abt this or how I wish I forgot it when I wake up but the dream is so vivid. Thank God I wake up and the first thing I did was to open my data (it's still brownout here as of this writing), saw his chat if I'm already awake and told him that dream. I was sighing nonstop. It was not a  sigh of relief, disappointment, tiredness or irritation. I don't know what it was. I just wanted to get out of there and run into him. 

Then I thought, maybe he (Denvert) was so mad at me before he cursed me like how Ate B is cursing his ex and that's why this kind of thing keeps on happening. 

I still don't know how could that happen and why it happened. We were okay. We stayed late because sleep passed through. Then this happened.

Boyfriend

I haven't spoke to a frnd since few days , few mins back was thinking abt him 😂n now When I checked phone.. he pinged me.
I like such coincidence

Friends

Hello friends, can anyone just talk to me?

What's the worst that could happen if I put myself in a dangerous situation?

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