I feel I am very disturbed. I don’t know what to do. And I have no idea what Am I doing. I don’t even initiate anything just, what’s happening is going on. I am not doing good at work too, Not even saying anything. Actually I am just avoiding talking to people. It feels sometimes it’s creepy, overwhelming, disturbing, uncomfortable or untrustable people. I just wanna disappear now, coz I am just good for Nothing. I am doing nothing in life. It’s just wake up, feeling another day, work when dying inside, then make something or maybe take a walk and just lie down for hrs for sleep. Then see whole life, work everything in dreams, get up in the middle, here and there and sleep for sometime. Then wake up… What the he** is going on? I am just so numb or what. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I am irritated, frstated. Sometimes just ok. Like why tf Am I alive?
Himanshu @himanshujangra
Are bs kr yaar… Itna frustrated kyu hai.
