I feel hopeless.
I feel worthless.
My parents calls me an idiot for not passing any interviews.
They said that I donโt help them because I canโt give them money and Iโm still jobless during this fucking pandemic.
My parents think that Iโll be just a maid in the future and My older sister and younger brother thinks Iโll be a hooker.
I actually have a dream, I want to be a performer. I want to have my album and solo concerts.
I just canโt say that to anyone because theyโll laugh at me and call me as assuming and wannabe. Is it because Iโm not beautiful and have a tan color?
Theyโre not proud of me. They think Iโm a loser.
I hope I had a better family.
Hey, first of all if they think or say like that then theyโre not good people. And if you give up on your dream thinking about what your brother or parents will think, then think this too that theyโre not always going to be with you, their opinions are not going to matter after a while. Just follow your dream and im sure if you suceed in it, theyโre going to be proud of you, no matter what you do. Parents just want to see their children excel.
Thank you! Please be safe ๐
Simran @st1199
Hey!
This pandemic has taken a toll on everybody. Sometimes it gets frustrating for you and your parents as well. It is not that they actually feel this way for you, but because the situation has made them feel this way. Also, if you are still in search of a job, โLinkedInโ is a good platform.
After a while when everything gets under control, talk to them (who will understand you the most) and tell them how you felt and what you actually want to pursue in life and you have set a goal for yourself.
Never get a validation from someone for who you are and what you are. You should feel confident about how you look, your body and the skin colour. Somethings are god gifted and somethings can be done better but only if you wish to do it for yourself. So, get up and say to yourself that Iโll not let anyoneโs opinions effect me and Iโll prove it to them.
We can try to change what is in our hand. If we put in our best then we do get our desired result even though we still donโt get that thing but then god has saved something else for us and we have to work towards that.
Thank you! I appreciate it ๐ Please Stay Safe!
Simran @st1199
Always.
You and you family too :)
Ana Banach @johnthejohn
Dear ell,
Those idiots are just putrid jealous. Anyone who thinks like that deserves to be burned alive. Except donโt do that <3. Half of the world lost their jobs do to this troublesome virus.
Youโll get a job soon. You can rub it in their faces. Also, if your siblings think youโll be a hooker, they think youโre hot.
BOOM
Best of luck!
Thank you! Stay Safe! ๐