I feel hopeless.
I feel worthless.
My parents calls me an idiot for not passing any interviews.
They said that I don’t help them because I can’t give them money and I’m still jobless during this fucking pandemic.
My parents think that I’ll be just a maid in the future and My older sister and younger brother thinks I’ll be a hooker.
I actually have a dream, I want to be a performer. I want to have my album and solo concerts.
I just can’t say that to anyone because they’ll laugh at me and call me as assuming and wannabe. Is it because I’m not beautiful and have a tan color?
They’re not proud of me. They think I’m a loser.
I hope I had a better family.