I feel guilty for anything and everything around me. I feel underconfident. I feel that I'm the cause of miseries in everyone's lives. I feel alone. I don't have friends. I want to live a better life without any guilt and with a better self confidence but I don't know what to do.

I feel this 99% of the time. Honestly, it passes. It passes when you stop focusing on others and focus on yourself, when you embrace loneliness and know it'll be alright. Try talking to the people, and stop holding yourself so guilty. It's okay. 

be strong and things will soon get better. you aren't the cause of anyone's miseries. Do things that make you happy and confident!

No. You don't owe anyone anything. Just do your own thing. You are NOT the cause of misery in anyone's life and if someone makes you feel that way then cut all ties with them. It's not worth it.

Mental Health

I understand Ed Sheeran's new song Bad Habits too much. Way too much. Does anyone else have this problem and want to talk about it please? Also who else is going insane in quarantine that's ruining their last year of high school (not dissing it, it's saving lives and I'm grateful, just hurting)

Depression

I just wish someone was there for me too who would just listen without judging!!!

I have a relationship with a Guy who is 10 year older than me. He wanted me to marry him . But I don't think I am ready now. But I love him.what should I do?Is my dream more important or my love?

Confusion

we made plans & God laughed

Music

I'm just bad at love.
why can't people act right to their actions.
or if they can't do something particular, why to promise that in the first place.
nothing can make a boy act right, unless he wants to treat as priority.
so here I'm letting go of a boy i love the most. 
He's losing the one who loved him the most, I'm not missing out on nothing.
It's just too sad I can feel that ache in my heart, but this is better than constant anxiety and feeling needy. I need strength. I m never loving again.

Breakup

Listening to "I'm Not Everybody Else" by The Kinks 🎶

3am Thoughts

taking a long walk alone and going back the memory lane gives you a different kind of happiness

Happy

Hi guys, It's my first time using this platform but I felt I needed someone to talk about what I'm feeling...
Basically, I've liked this girl for over 4 years but unfortunately since I told him about my feelings (we were 13 years old), I was rejected... All the friends we had in common told me that it wasn't my fault but that it was that girl's personality, and I just didn't want to have any relationship with anyone... Before I told her about my feelings, we had a very friendly relationship, I made her laugh, I was there for her and I fell in love
Unfortunately, I screwed up when I told her about my feelings and she went on to ignore me (we were new as already diss
After 4 years, we are 17 years old, a lot has passed and we end up walking away, we do not see each other so often and etc... I thought time was going to heal, as everyone says... But that's not what happened. 
It turns out that every day I can't stop thinking about her, sometimes I dream about her, we still have many common friends who play with the situation and it made me think that now, more mature and older, I could have an opportunity to arrange our friendship and if possible, manage to conquer her (what a donkey I was). 
The first day I saw her, I told her I still felt the same way about her, nothing had changed, but unfortunately her answer was the same as before (this was 6 months ago
I went into depression, couldn't sleep, cried out of nowhere, felt anxiety, headaches. There was nothing that could make me happy
6 months later here I am, I'm much better than before, I began to entertain myself with several things to not think about it and was going very well (sometimes I saw stories from her instagram and was thinking), but fortunately or unfortunately, I felt something inexplicable ... It's like if there's a force inside me that pulls at her. 
I tried to figure out what it is that I didn't have, what i needed to get (since she literally said that I'm not good enough)... At this point I'm a bit fat and that's what it's like on my face, belly, legs and so on (I'm training as hardest as I can, I'm investing everything in me right now)... I think that's my problem, I fully believe that if I become attractive I can arouse interest on her part because:
Looks makes a girl attracted and personality makes her stay, but if you only have the personality you can't get her . 
I want to end with a question that will make all the difference in my life going forward:
Do you guys think that if I focus on myself from now on, becoming attractive (muscular, soft skin, take care of my hair, smell good and etc.) will make all the difference and give me a good opportunity to redeem myself from the past? 

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