I feel guilty about wasting time and the end up more time thinking about the time i wasted!.. Frustration!

Frustration

Overwhelmed 

Adulting

I can't feel anything right now except the pain of mosquitoes biting me continuously but i can guarantee that this is the worst i have ever felt in my entire life . Anything i live for ends , any motive i sign myself upto, the long wait and prayer also can't hold anything that i love. This is the worst condition in my life and the worst part of it all i have nobody to talk to or share my feelings. It's just like I am living like a dead body , anything that i wish for burns down. I'm trying to keep myself tight but the reality is I'm just hanging on with a thread, and without support which i do not have or rather never ever had , the thread might break down and me too.

Failure

I am feeling hopeless and worthless now and it is killing my mind. Please help me

Anxiety

i passed through a phase
a bad one suicidal thoughts ,anxiety ,depression
things solved
days passed ,today it has been 3 years (almost)
i have totally become a different person
disciplined , i have my principles
and i just follow them
but i don’t know why i am so sad now
i don’t have friends
person i like keeps giving me on and off feedback
it was around 5 months ago
i removed 500 followers from my social media account
and now everyone judges me from my profile that i am not that famous of a person
but instead i was the most popular person at school and tutions i visited
life has been a mess
i don’ know what to do
how to control my emotions
how to be happy

you never stopped whereas you ran,walked,fell,crawl. :) just be fuckin proud of yourself pal

Friends

To be honest I want to work till my mid 50s  and then leave everything behind and go to the Himalayas, and live like a monk. Probably that is the only place where toxicity and negativity cannot reach and I want to find peace within me. 

3am Thoughts

I am undergoing severe depression due to overthinking and worrying about my future
I try my best to forget about those thoughts but I am just not able to. I am not able to sleep peacefully. My mind is being my biggest enemy. It is taking toll on my health. I am loosing confidence. I have people who are my well wisher but seeing me in such condition, they also feel very sad and it worsens my condition. I want to be happy. I want to control my mind and emotion. I want to be positive in my life. I want to talk..talk a lot... I want to feel peaceful and feel happiness from within. I want to get rid of this depression. I am trying all possible ways but just can't stop myself being a pessimist

Depression

I am so desperate to end everything that I might put bounty on my own head 

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