I feel empty and selfish and like a loser. I dont care about my friends and how their life ends up. I just want them to make me feel good. i want to have cool friends. I dont have hopes about future. I feel i am fated to fail and become that one person whom the world looks down upon. I was thrown out of my previous job because i suck at it and i am too cautious and overthinking everything about my current job. i feel i suck at everything. I am scared to take even a single step ahead in life cos i feel i will fail. I have tried to make myself better but i end up doing nothing. I dont put my thoughts to action. I am losing my hair and I am fat and ugly. I dont see point in life. But i am too scared to die.
I have graduated from one of the most prestigious professional exams which other ppl think is tough to crack but i feel i dont deserve it. That maybe it just happened because of god. I suck at my job and doing things practically. Basically i dont know how to lead my life.Why am i like this? I dont see the point in this post and that no one can actually help me but i am doing it anyways because i dunno what else to do.
It’s never a wrong thing to express what is going on in your mind so it’s okay even if you think there’s no point to this post…
Please try to not be so hard on yourself. It’s okay for you to take time and figure out what you are good at…even if it takes you a while…
Thank You very much for your reply😇. Thanks for caring😀
