I feel devastated n unalive rn
I cnt do this anymore ive to say everything on my mind coz ig I am bottling it up for so long. I tried talkin to a friend or somethin but I couldn’t coz idky I feel like m handing them over my weakness to misuse it.
The thing is I am not straight and n recent years things r gettin exhausting!! I can’t feel anything I dont want to feel anything. everthing looks such a mess that I cannot resolve it ever… thoughts of future, my insecurities r slowly slaughtering me. I feel like restarting my life. I hate the way I talk or the way I act or the fact I am too emotional n too sensitive. Plus to make the things worst I am the oldest one n I should be tough coz they expect this from me. My father is dead n I cant deal with this rn I am nothin like how I should be n everything is happening at once
I just want everything to stop!
Wanna talk bout it???
