Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I broke up with my bf and he was too good. Now I am getting married to someone else. I am not able forgive myself for this

If you don’t mind my asking, if you’re not okay with marrying right now, why are you going ahead with it? Wouldn’t it be better to wait a bit and be in a better space, mentally?

My parents are not ready to do it. Now by they have already told every relative about my wedding , I don’t know what to do.
Moreover I like the guy I am gonna get married to… But I feel this is too early . And my friends has already started talking about me very badly for breaking up with him

First thing he needs time and want me to get a job which will take atleast 2 more years.
More than that my parents are not ready to accept him.
Secondly, he is too dependent on me in financial issues , even I am not earning I am spending for him so unless I get a job I cannot marry him and he is not ready to do so.

Thank you. But do u think I did something bad…? I feel like I did bad but all I am getting back is good and I don’t deserve this. And I am not getting punished for what I had did

Everybody started talking bad about my character and no one really knows that I was in an on and off relationship with him. And also I don’t want to tell my ex the problems I had with him because I feel he will feel down of him. Now that everybody has started talking bad about me… I know I should not give a damn still I feel down whenever I hear all these talks.

Thank you

Feeling much better

I feel suicidal but don’t have courage to do it. I feel blunt. There is no reason in my life that I feel I should hold on with it. I am not able to overcome the guilt.

Guilt will take long to overcome but one day everything WILL fall into place… trust me… till thn jus hang on… life will turn in ur favor and one day things will strt to make sense