I feel anxious all the time. I am mostly struggling to keep up with my studies. It's too much pressure. It is indeed too much pressure. I feel like no matter what I do, how much I do, it ain't enough. Its stressful. 

I hope so. 
Thanks for your words. Means a lot. 

Whatever happened there is a reason behind it ..I am sure looking back you will be able to connect the dots ...god bless you

Whenever my bf is upset with me,he just stop talking. I would ask him reason. He won't tell anything. It's all for me to figure out and then cheer him up.

Boyfriend

Hurted , exhausted disappointed how did i land up myself into all this

Frustration

Wondering what is the difference between happy and content ..

3am Thoughts

To my dear husband.
I miss u husband.
Please know that i miss u the most when ure not around me.
I mintak maaf kalau selama hari nie i jadi wife abang, i x macam wife yang abang impikan.
I tau i x macam perempuan lain.
I x cantik. I x pandai nak makeup. I kurus kering. I x sexy. I x manja. I garang. I selalu moody. I mengada ngada. I cemburu x bertempat.
I insecure. I asyik was was dengan abang. Mesti dalam hati abang dah give up dengan i.
I mintak maaf i selalu sakitkan hati abang.
I banyak sangat dosa dengan abang.
I x pandai nak jadi wife yang baik, lemah lembut.
I mintak maaf i x pandai layan abang.
I mintak maaf kalau disebabkan i, kita punya hubungan x macam orang lain.
X intim. X wild. X hangat.
I paling paling nak mintak maaf pasal 29 Disember 2020 dulu.
I tau i pregnant.
Tapi i exercise kuat kuat. I ingat i normal je.
Paling bodoh i buat, i angkat sume barang barang berat masa pindah.
I mintak maaf sangat sangat sebab x pandai jaga diri i sendiri.
Sampai baby kite x sempat membesar.
I ingat taw abang.
Lepas kita balik dari anson bay, lepas dengar Dr.Aida bagitau bad news tu, abang nangis kat i. Kuat.
I mintak maaf sangat sangat taw abang.
I failed untuk mengandung.
I tau abang sedih & terkilan sangat.
I tau i x pandai jaga baby tu dari mula lagi.
I mintak maaf sangat sangat.
I x nak abang sedih macam tu.
I x kan lupa detik tu abang.
Thank u abang untuk segala galanya.
I bersyukur sangat ada suami macam abang.
Pandai jaga i. Time i x sihat, macam macam abang buat. 
I x kan pernah lupa semua kebaikan abang kat i.
Semoga Allah bagi ganjaran yang selayaknya untuk abang.
I mintak maaf segala kekurangan i.
I jauh sangat dari sempurna.
I banyak uji kesabaran abang.
Bila abang kerja jauh, susah hati kat tempat kerja, i pulak lagi tambah susah hati kat abang.
Im so sorry taw abang.
Bila kita jauh, i rindu sangat kat abang.
I rindu sangat sangat.
I nak perhatian dari abang je.
Tapi i x pandai nak bagitau.
I tau i banyak susahkan abang.
Abang maafkan i taw.
Halalkan makan minum i.
I sentiasa sayang & rindukan abang.
Andai kata abang dah hilang rasa cinta, sayang, rindu kat i, terus terang dengan i.
I terima dengan hati terbuka.
Terima kasih untuk segala galanya.
I x kan lupa semua kebaikan abang kat i.
Deep inside, i always hope we stay together. Forever. Here & hereafter.
I miss u husband.
I miss u so much.
If only you are here with me.
I must be so happy.

So here i am again for ur suggestions 🍁.
If you are not interested in seriously reading and advising then please do not comment.
So i love a guy. Unfortunately he is not rich just has an ordinary job, average looking and is dependent on his brother somehow. My family thinks he is not good for me. And want me to leave him. I m not gonna say that love is enough for us. Because its clearly not in this society my question is simple. Do u think we can be happy in future? Like ofcourse i love him i m willing to help him but why im scared that maybe its not simple as it seems. Kya krun 

day 9 of crying continuously :'(

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