I feel alone trapped screwed up and screwed over tired just very tired
whats going on dear?
36 year old mom of five trying to figure out how in the hell, who in hell would want anything to do with a woman with that much baggageβ¦their dadβ¦Its not worth the talkβ¦never married. He says itβs more beneficial to be that way. Cheated on one million times and I feel really really trapped. His parents live ten minutes away so I canβt just take them and leave. We arenβt together. We coparentβ¦ whatever the hell that is cuz I do all the work. We stay in separate bedrooms donβt talk never see each other. I am a cluster fuck of stress and damn I havenβt had a friend in YEARSβ¦ 15 to be exact. Pathetic life Iβve made for myself that I canβt escape. Wowβ¦
My brain hurts
Yes no one will want anything to do with such a women because the women do not herself want to do anything with herself. If you do not have friend can you become your friend. Listen to your pain without blaming yourself for all wrong done by others. Take yourself out on an outing you need nobody to be happy.