I feel a bit fine after talking to some people here. Some are really supportive. I would love to connect with others also :) 

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Friends

https://open.spotify.com/track/6MpKc6ceAd2fAMEpkLxkiF?si=XsWrVUnrR42v5NMl3mKe_g

Music

Remember this 
NEVER GO AGAINST YOUR BRAIN. YOU 
WILL INEVITABLY LOSE. ALWAYS ALIGN YOU WORDS/THOUGHTS AND ALL WITH YOUR BRAIN . YOU WILL BREAK PAR RECORDS OF YOURSELF. 


Psychology

Good Netflix series suggestion something like vampire diaries

3am Thoughts

Everyone wants me to move on and I want to move on but why is it so hard to stop thinking about my ex and how he left? We were together for 3 years but engaged for 1.5 years. I never felt like he was truly attached to me like I was him. He had a wandering eye and would openly tell me about women he thought were attractive to him. He blamed the whole separation on me. He teased me about my weight over the years which made me not want to go out in public with him. Why am i still hung up on this and thinking about him taking the engagement ring back?

Me bht buri hn
Bht ziyada buri hon
There is no one who loves me
Not a single person


Breakup

Hardik pandiya married 3times to a same lady and at end they mutually separated. 
Even the celebrities messed up fo 😂. 

Every message I’ve sent to him before said delivered and now none of my messages say delivered and it’s been two weeks does that mean I’m blocked?

I feel lonely and confused. I have things sorted in life. But i still don’t understand why i don’t be just happy. Why I don’t feel normal. I just don’t feel happy no matter what. I don’t understand what my situation is. I can’t move on from the past. I can’t forget anything. Bad decisions. Bad endings. I just wanna leave everything behind. But why is it so hard? 

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