I end up showing my emotional vulnerabilities to some people whom I don’t consider a safe space. Yet I repeat that every time. How do I hold my emotions when I’m at a verge of showing my that side? 

but don’t I want to open up myself to them 😔

Just don't react then emotional angle wouldn't come 

By opening up to the ones who you feel are safe


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Anxiety

Are fat girls can be pretty??

3am Thoughts

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Hey guys how you all doing today? 
I hope you have a great day! Be happy 🥰

Motivation

No negative thoughts please mind, i am so tired you've no idea how tired i am, i don't want to wake up, i don't want to eat things, i don't want to speak anything I just want to write and write and write and it's been a year since i am writing daily and i am so tired of feeling how i am feeling idk what to say but please just let me breathe freely. I got no one new and old ones were nightmare to me. Please let me just stay calm and work on my dreams , my last hope. PLEASE UNIVERSE. Don't make me think anything. Don't make me go back to people who broke me. Don't just don't make me feel abandoned. Don't make me do mistkes anymore. For once support me,  dear God are you out there? Please know that i exist let me live, don't make me feel trapped in toxicity cause now everything is little fine just not my mind cause it hates me. Please i do not want to feel anything negative, let me work. I don't want to write anything taht hurts me. I don't want to remember anything that hurts me.

How do i choose between being without them and letting their partner live or loving them and their ex dying...? WTF do i do....? I don't want to be stuck in the middle of this.

Love

Any problems 

Alcohol

I had a friend sakshi whose brother had tumour after his death we 3 girl went to her place to meet her .actually .i never like her behaviour as in school time she was cunning miser and used to show off a bit..other girl kaju used back bitch about her with me i never response to her but still  sakshi was school friend. Sakshi brokes kaju and other girl humi friendship as kaju backbitch about her to sakshi. So kaju used to tell me about her that she done that with me in 5 class.but later sakshi kajal known that their papa were school friends.so in 9th we all became frnds..i had no problm with that. When in college i used to tell problems about colg with them i feel lonely .to them 
So when  i went to her place sakshi to see her after his bro death she started showoff, braging  things( may be she wasnt in mood to talk) suddenly i started braging ..they started making fun of me that i have no friends .
After one year of  college ends .they get jobs kaju sakshi became close friends as kaju feels bad for her condition   i was not talking to any one of them not for that reason so they thought i get upset eith them but everything was sorted.

i started getting flashback of all these things why i say so. I feel guilty and regretful.jealouse.. bad also what they done to me.
Every thing  is sorted then but still..i  


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