I end up showing my emotional vulnerabilities to some people whom I don’t consider a safe space. Yet I repeat that every time. How do I hold my emotions when I’m at a verge of showing my that side? 

but don’t I want to open up myself to them 😔

Just don't react then emotional angle wouldn't come 

I can relate to you.. they will use your vulnerability at times. You can't hold your emotions but u need to ignore them in those times 

xavsclone

By opening up to the ones who you feel are safe


Anxiety

Me and my ex gf broke up on the day of our 6month anniversary,she told me that our relationship seems complicated to her and she can't deal with that, to be honest it hurts alot but after that we were still friends and its about to been 2 months since we broke up and few weeks ago she told me something that literally broke all my hopes to her ,she told me that she never feels attracted to girls and she always had a doubt on her sexuality and she found out she's straight but she claims she loved me, idk how can someone love anyone if they ain't attracted to them ,i feel like i get betrayal with my feelings and she was the first person i fell in true love with and now its broken and i cant deal with that, i still love her but when i realize she dont want me it hurts 


Breakup

So..not quite sure how to open up like this to a platform but maybe I wanna let it all out.. it's a hell lotta burden.. I'm gonna have my ISC in one month and this is me who can't focus on anything... recently I've had a bad conversation with my best friend..a real bad one..and then there's no one I can talk to regarding what's going on in my life...I don't have anyone to call my family maybe I have but at the same time I don't... I'm just to stressed about everything that's going on around me...and I have no Idea how to deal with it all by myself... it's weird.. everything is weird actually...

I feel like im the happiest person ever!!! Not overeacting but i do feel that today, i also feel loved by so many people and i appreaciate each and everyone including the nowandme fam 🥰

Happy

Im student and not 18

But im eager to have business but my mom said that some person especially student earned money and get contented by it and became unmotivated to finish study

Is this true?
What should i do?
Im scared for the sake of my school
Im easily unmotivated in school
But its also good to have business at early so i will have some experience to it


3am Thoughts

I'm so restless rn I woke up with headache and feeling dizzy but I was fine moodwise 
Slowly it became hard to do everything coz idk I feel like everything is moving slow I can't do anything I can't meditate or focus maybe I'll go for run but can u suggest me something helpful 🥺

Stress

life is so hard sometimes literally it's like you are yearning for those happy moments that have passed and those beautiful moments that are yet to come.. but this constant struggle of being happy is painful, throbbing heart,cracked dreams everything every hope falling apart making you numb so numb that you don't feel any emotion except sadness that you've known for perpetual years they are just limitless.

The possibility is that - maybe one day you'll wake up from your gloomy dream and find happiness somehow something will happen maybe you'll really smile in relief maybe you'll be happy again but what if this too is a lie - a lie that every person in this world carries with them a lie to comfort them- a lie to give them hope to live but what if?



I proposed a girl that I love her but she said that she is not interested and she prefer roaming with her male friend by bunking the class, she used to do this in front of me and first she ensures that I saw her with her male friend means she tries to jealous me and in WhatsApp, she turned on Disappearing messages with my chat, and due to all these, what I did is... these days Ganesh Chaturthi Vacations are going on, so I requested the Class teacher to conduct Parents Teacher Meeting, Remedial classes for the failed students, to give punishment for the failed students to write the Unit Test paper solutions for at least 2 times, and I requested the Principal to ensure strict Uniform compulsory for our College students so that the Girls of our College should not wear miniskirts or shorts to attend the lecture. All the classmates knew about these and threatening me. How should I react means what Attitude should I develop when the college reopens means I want to be in a fearless situation.

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