I downloaded this app bc of an ad but now that I have it open and it’s asking me “how are you feeling?” Idk what to say. I’ve gone blank bc there’s no direct cause but I feel so fucking broken all the time. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t live my life like it’s mine. I feel like a passenger in my own body and I hate it but have no will to change it bc I’ve lost all interest in wanting to feel anything.
I’m self aware and I’m understanding of what I’m going through and I know that it’s best to talk to someone and get help, I know I’m not alone but I try and try and try and its like no one hears or sees my cries for help. to be fair I laugh as I explain my trauma to dilute it just a bit so people don’t think less of me but now that I think of it, I’m kind of shooting myself in the foot.
I just want someone to notice. I want someone to see that im not okay and I haven’t been for the longest time and it hurts soo much all the time and I’m breaking every fucking day. I just want someone to see me.
Were here we wanna see you… don’t worry…just went here without thinking
Sri @sriman
You are alone friend. We all go through such phases of life. Specially the self doubt creeps in like a snake…
Hold on tight. Never be harsh on yourself
Sri @sriman
*not alone
If you are from delhi then we can catch up sometime…
Misha mishra @hope0986
The very fact that you are aware of the problem in itself is a huge thing. Tell me if I can help you in anyway… would be more than glad. Hang in there and if you are coming seek out some professional help. Just to help you untangle things a little. Believe me I have been in a similar space seeking professional help was the best decision for me. Although it took me a lot of time to take that first step…
thank you so much for that. I rlly want to try therapy but I come from quite a conservative household so it’s not that easy.
Misha mishra @hope0986
You know there is online counseling too which isn’t very expensive. Are you financially independent? How old are you?
Misha mishra @hope0986
I am sorry I wasn’t able to understand… maithil meaning? And the only reason I was asking for your age was to understand if I could direct you to counselors who help young adults free of cost or at very low fee. Hence asking.
Misha mishra @hope0986
Nope I am not from Bihar. :)
17, and I’m not financially independent.
Misha mishra @hope0986
Would you be comfortable adding me? I would like to help you out sweetie. I would like for you to have a safe space to talk. If you are comfortable. Take care sweets…
Ofc ofc. I rlly appreciate this, you’ve been nothing but an absolute gem!
Misha mishra @hope0986
* if you are comfortable then seek professional help
