I don't y people want to fall in love single life is more beautiful then committed

If I say no I don't have any good frnds parents etc but I still like being alone it's really peaceful thing

Seedha seedha bolo koi bhav nahi deta 🙃

Happy

not everyone talks about it but being the eldest sibling is so tiring. when i express my feelings, they get mad at me and say im being dramatic. they keep saying im so dramatic at 25. Has it always been like that? once a person has grown they cant cry anymore? it hurts more when im a people pleaser and they start comparing me with other people. it’s always like im never enough. i wish i was better, but im never enough.

Exhausted

I saw a reel in which someone was singing and there was a comment which i guess wanted to say "noice💀😭" but ended up saying "noise💀😭" 

Pyaaz kaat rhi thi.. aanshu aa gya 😢..
Tabhi mummy boli tere jagah me 100 rupya mila 🤑.. hayee ye khushi..
Kabhi kabhi kahin pe paise rkhke bhul jaana chahiye.. phir milne se lagta hai lottery lag gyi 😛😂🤑

And it's night again..
This anxiety and loneliness will kill me someday..

Lonely

Hello guys, I am facing a problem in my relationship and I just wanted to know if that problem is because of my thinking or like my boyfriend is doing it wrong. 
So we were planning to meet this weekend and his friends were planning a night out this weekend too. So earlier we had an argument where I told him that I want recognition and I want to meet his friends and his acquaintances and make them my friends so we all could hangout together without having to compromise anything(by compromising I mean him meeting his friends separately and him meeting me separately, so instead we all could meet together). So he made me meet his one friend after I told him to do so. So today I talked to him and asked him if the plan of meeting is still on the table or not. He said he will ask his friends about the night out plan and ask him if I could come along with them or not but if they say no he wouldn’t convince them. I said this is not right cause in the start my friends were hesitant to meet my boyfriend too but I managed to convince them several times which made my boyfriend and my friends to create a bond ams be comfortable with each other. I want to do the same and be friends with his friends too but I feel like he doesn’t want that. Just let me know if my boyfriend is right or not? And if there is any other way through which I can feel recognised enough by my boyfriend ?

Boyfriend

Pain !!!! How at times the pain that one goes through is so vague to other people. Pain is a form of expression yet it is treated as a sin. People even don't hesitate to reflect that pain is tge result of a sin caused but at time pain can purely be because of how pure of a soul you are.......

3am Thoughts

Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better
Wish I were Heather

Music

It's been 5 years of that darkest period of my life. nd while writing this my innerself is saying 'it won't help you'. But anyway i'll write since it's the first time i'm sharing this out. 
I don't want to call myself a mental person..no i'm not. But i am so frustated of myself... I have not been able to do anything in my life since then. It's like a ghost that haunts me every time i've tried to do something and move on. The flashback and fake scenarios everytime is what i live with. It's not that i i've left every thing. At times when i m under pressure i've done tasks  and moving along with life... But but i've turned into a a person i never thought of a pathetic person... I'm lost . And there is some thing like stroke of this trauma that i suffer with .it occurs periodically at interval of some days. When it is at its peak. I've already lost many carrer opportunities.nd still getting sucked by it. Its not that i m not alive, obviously people have many responsibilities in life but the repurcursion of this trauma has been turning me to a numb,dead person and my life has no hope...but i'm so done with it... I don't know how to i fix myself..but i cannot live this pathetic life where i'm drowing more nd more into darkness!

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