I dont want to live. there’s no good in living, no motivation, no goal, no optimism. m surrounded by ppl who make me feel bad. my mental health is getting affected. am a girl and i got admission into a reputed institute after months of hardwork and sleepless nights. but the fees is too high. we cant even afford that. but somehow i was given the permission to get admission into the institue. and because am a girl an investment of such a huge amount is not ethically as well as socially correct according to them. they dont like me as a whole. i have started hating myself. i have always dreamt of a friend who will come into my life and with whom i can share everything and cry infront of but i have none as such. am dragged pulled by hair beaten thrown kicked and after that i weep till my eyes get red. i cant go against you know. the only escape i have is when a miracle happens and no miracles happen in my life. m tired frustrated irritated with my life. i also get angry very quickly. we are from middle class family we arent blessed with all luxuries i study from third handed books. i wear the old clothes of my brother(yes m a girl) i have given up seeing dreams. whatever i dream of the opposite happens. m tired. i feel like screaming right now with all my energy and stomach out. but i cant.
This is sad and i understand how you must be feeling right now. I don’t know how can i help you but yes i can be a very good friend if you want. I am also a girl. don’t worry. you can talk to me about everything and howsoever you feel. if you want to talk, we can exchange instagram id’s and get started . You are very brave and strong enough . Definitely a miracle will happen in your life. I wish you all the best .
So sweet of you! Rarely anybody talks so politely with me. Ur insta id?
I am so sorry for late reply…my insta id is nancy_saroha_123456…what about ur’s?
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