I donβt want to go back home
Where are you now?
Just at someone elseβs home, Iβm not staying here tho. I just went to hang out for a while, Iβm not saying I donβt want to go back home as in im having so much fun here that i donβt want to go back, I just simply donβt feel at home when im at home lol
Relative or friend?
friend
Stay for whileβ¦but eventually your gonna have to leave from thereβ¦
I know, I can do that, it just wonβt help my mental health. But i have no other choice I guess. During the day I usually spend it either with my best friend or at my grandparents house bc i feel good when im there but my parents house is the worst place to be at, I still love them but i donβt think they are aware of how mean they can be sometimes. The house is just full of negative energy and toxicity.
I feel you stay as postive as much as possible, bad times dont lasts longβ¦
If i could I wouldnβt go back today but Iβm only 18 and still studying I donβt have the money to move out neither do i know if that would be the solution
My parents just make me feel worst about myself sometimes, when im there thereβs always something Iβm doing wrong aparently, they keep bringing me down with their comments, no one believes in me + my parents are always fighting so even when itβs not about me thereβs always tension in the house, there is always someone yelling at someone and that just doesnβt help my anxiety at all.