I don't want to get up
I don't want to do anything
I don't want to talk to my family
I just want to be hugged and left alone but I also want to talk to someone and get this off my chest 
I wanted to start therapy and I reached out but then I just don't know how to actually start so I ignored the therapist
I just wish I could hug someone, someone who cared and just be me 

We all do but at the right time hopefully 🙏🏽 

I lost my mother a month back and ever since I have lost interest in anything. I cry but it does no good. I feel a pain in my heart and dont know what to do. Trying to be strong for my father n brother though. But every night I think about her and wonder why she left us so early. I am unable to imagine my life without her. I am suffocating from within but I keep a comforting front entire day. I have a job but lost my interest. Have a loving husband but I don’t like to speak to him either. I think of dieing sometimes but then neither I have courage nor I can give more pain to father & husband. Found this website today so thought of giving it a try. Not sure if anyone would read or advise.

Depression

Anyone wants to talk?

3am Thoughts

Is it really hard to find a guy friend who is not a sexist and respect all your decisions


Friends

feeling completely isolated


Ek sakhi chahiye!

I think I might be ace. I don't know much about asexuality but I did do a certain amount of research. Yesterday I was in online chat rooms and people were constantly talking about sex and wanting nudes. I not very curious about this stuff and I don't even see myself have a sexual relationship in my future. I have watced explicit stuff and do get "turn on" but I don't see myself in it so I think that term is gray sexual?. A lot of my friends at school have boyfriends or are talking to boys, or even are interested in them. I do see myself maybe getting a girlfriend or partner one day but I'm not trying to figure out my attraction rn. I feel like sex is like a whatever and doesn't need to happen in the relationship to be strong. I feel like sex and nudes don't mean anything, but might mean something after you get to know someone (not really). I still don't understand how you can get turned on my them. I don't know if i should be talking about this on here. I don't know, I'm still trying to figure myself out so give suggestions pls and advise.

LGBTQ

So I am feeling stupid to the extent it is making me furious at my self 🤦🏻‍♀️

I matched with one guy in tinder (I was bored just wanted some friends n not the usual purpose bod tinder)
We became frnds and he started following me in instagram.

We got closer and started chatting daily..some harmless flirting...
Today I wanted to use the child filter on one of his pics so downloaded it ...my phone gallery happens to have google lens so when I opened his pic in gallery it took me to Google page with a guys pics matching same to same.
I googled about that guy and found he has been using the pics of Pakistani singer from so long.

I question him and he immediately blocks me..
He was not my bf or anything still am feeling cheated and betrayed..

So mad at myself for getting in this situation.

Internet is a scary place.. please take care of you mind..body and soul 😐

Frustration

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