i don’t understand my dad. He’s so aggressive & angry all the time. He constantly shits on everything us kids do - yet expects us to willing want us to do “fun” things with him. 

Ive never had a day where my dad hasn’t ruined the mood. I’ve never felt the need or want to hang out with because I always expect the worst. 

3am Thoughts

I am feeling really frustrated. I really need to rant Or I will go crazy
All my father talks Abt 24*7 is Abt the same thing. He hates a political leader so much that he is legit obsessed with him. That is all he talks Abt the entire day with everyone. Even when a conversation is far away from that topic he just find a way to bring him into the conversation. He has nothing else to speak Abt but just that. The lockdown is making it really hard for me. My mom and I have tried to explain it to him but it's absolutely of no use; he takes it it on his ego and doesn't talk to us for 3-4 days then everything is back to normal. The cursing and hate goes on and on and on. There is no normal conversation with him. He just can't talk Abt any other topic. When we talk Abt something else he is just quite and on his phone not bothered at all.

Frustration

My bf lacks accountability of anything
 I mean taking responsibility when anything goes wrong and taking it withna pinch of salt. 

He behaved so dumb or under communicative about something and then he got so aggressive
And triggered me. I didn't react.. But within me got triggered.. The striking similarity between him and my passive aggressive dad, both with poor crisis or situation al management abilities and lacking patienceand bf started driving so so fast .. The car.. He got angst and drove so fast... I felt really scared. Within. The fear of passive aggression and felt so triggered. 
 So I feel triggered. , he doesn't realize doesn't care. 
Moreso bcoz I have a trigger of so much anger from my dad m Mom too. 
I hope I feel better. And find peace. 

Other

Trigger warning! I'm literally out right now cause my dad yelled at me.😃He has issues with his siblings and then he express his anger towards me and my family. I won't accept another stupid apology from him! I won't go home tonight,I'll see my uncle. I want him to see what he had done to me. I also need him tho for money. FML.

Anger Issues

why is my dad trying to get me to socialise with the guests that stayed over lmao 
i hate guests

We're currently living in Paris and we have been living in a one-bedroom flat for the last 5 years. And finally we got to visit a flat (2 bedrooms and others) in Paris. So of course I want it. It's close to my school, I'm closer to my friends (my support system and second family) but my father received an offer of another flat outside of Paris. My father wants to move there, but I don't. However, I feel like I don't really have a choice, according to my father it's a lot cheaper, it's easier for him. But, my mother and I have to travel 1h or more to get to work/school. My younger sister have to change schools and I will be faraway from my close friends and they don't want me to move, neither.

I try to show and tell my father why it's very inconvenient to move there, but he won't listen. Not only that, but I feel like he keeps shutting me down every time he sees that I'm not happy with it. I don't want what to think, I know we can't have everything in life, but I have grown attached to this place and I don't see myself moving. Of course, I don't want to live in a one-bedroom flat all my life but... I don't know, I feel soooo frustrated like life is punishing me and I'm not allowed to be happy and have a normal life like anyone else.

Memories

Hey! I am 18 and my self Shri .....I think my father is behind any other woman .... don't know for sure but have a doubt that he doesn't even spend family time even he is not talking to mom and most of the people live in the house but can't ask anything because there are no guts And  i love him very much and he has also some health issue he has diabetes and heart problems and he lost his mom last year in covid and go through from trauma so that i also afraid that if something goes wrong, 
Please tell me what should I do now?


Anxiety

Just had a bad fight with my Dad,i told him some hurtful stuffs and so did he,So men who are  soon to be fathers,please don't be absent in your children's lives,you maybe able to give them everything physically and financially ,but if you're not there emotionally,that shit follows us for the rest of  our lives.I hate my Dad so much but i also love him so much it's driving me fucking crazy

Depression

My dad Is always Yelling at Me. He always Makes me Feel I am worthless and Always Orders me to do things. Now I am Not Liking Him anymore because its been happening Since years I AM DONE WITH HIM.

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