I don't understand how I can express my situation here , but I feel very lost now , very depressed.

Anxiety

Anyone up for Kaza roadtrip from chandigarh on 25th?

Travel

A breakup or divorce can be one of the most stressful and emotional experiences in life. Whatever the reason for the split it trigger all sorts of painful and unsettling emotions.

Even when a relationship is no longer good, a divorce or breakup can be extremely painful because it represents the loss, not just of the partnership, but also of the dreams and commitments you shared. Romantic relationships begin on a high note of excitement and hopes for the future. When a relationship fails, we experience profound disappointment, stress, and grief.
It's okay..it's understandable 😊
#talktosolve
#psychiatristinsight


3am Thoughts

I so badly hate Indian television series, I don't know why ! But all of the show are same repetitive kind of melo drama nothing in them are normal... Mostly I also hate them because of really annoying long lengths... Anyone else who also feel it this way ? 

Time

I feel like there's a dagger stuck in my heart. I can't seem to pull it out. 

My girlfriend and I have been dating for sometime. It's been a wonderful experience since she's my first girlfriend. Before her, I had only dated guys. I absolutely am in love with her and see a future with her but whatscares me a lot is coming out to my super religious homophobic parents. I hope things work out for me 

Relationships

Okay. How to say this? But I need to start some way.
I am 17 year old girl. I was trying my heart and soul to get taller but just stucked in 4ft 7. How abnormal is that? Some may think that I shouldn’t bother about it. It is my body and maybe it's my fate so that's unchangeable. Worrying about it won't help and I should focus on other things. Trust me, I tried. I tried for 17 years of my life and whenever I tried to do something, I got humiliated. People laugh at me seeing my height as it seems like a kid. I know it’s weird but that's hard for me to stay in places where I am treated like a clown 24/7. Do I deserve this? My parents are also short so at some point, I got to know that I won't be growing anymore. When I didn’t even grow in my growth stage, how can I grow at the end of my growth stage? But I knew, nothing is impossible. So I start gathering courage and again worked hard. Tried to do many stretches and drink milk but all in vain. Nothing has changed. It pains a lot when stretch my legs and arms. I was just that close from crying because my body was being weak and hurting a lot from doing these. But at the end of the day, my hard work didn’t pay off. It was not worthy. What to do? I still didn’t become hopeless cause I know I have to live. And here, people continuously judged me. My friends, my cousins, teachers, neighbours, shopkeepers everyone just stare at me when they find my age. Some people laugh in front and some in back. I always tried to ignore but how long? How long a person can? It is obvious that a person will feel bad and be in depression. Was it my fault? What did I do to deserve this? I see my friends getting proposal from boys and I am here treated like a baby. Not nicely but mockingly. It just doesn’t feel good. It's actually not their fault also. They will obviously laugh at me cause I am just not normal. I look weird for my age. I get it. No guy will be interested in me. How can I live my life alone with no partner? It scares me. My parents won't be always there with me. They are good but thet are also worried about me thinking how will I survive in future. I am also scared. Even if I study hard, I will be a joke in colleges, universities and maybe in offices too. Going to school is really hard for me. I always get the undesirable stares and laughs. I just can't tolerate this. It also affects my mental health and I am unable to focus on anything. Even I want to develop my skills and be the better version of myself, I will have to go somewhere to take courses and guess what? I will have laugh there too.Everyone laughed at me when I was taking English courses. So thats not made. Thats gonna be true. It makes me cry. I can't even stand in the society properly. I wish, our society was less judgemental. I see no hope for my future. I fear when my parents leave me, I will be all alone. These thoughts kill me inside. I know worrying won't help but these worries just come. How can I ignore these when I know these are going to be true? 

Depression

Believe it or not , But i met a girl who out of jealousy asked the caste of a girl I was interested in and kinda demeaned her  


Now think what kinda world we live in, some dumbass people who are highly educated and life in metro cities still think like this.

The world has started forgetting everything these days. So please do remind them that you are putting efforts when they are not.

Before it gets too late and you are questioned, "Who are you and what did you do for me?"

I swear it hurts in the end.

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