i dont understand how can people get away with others that easily?

i would like to make an assumption that people who know how to accept things as the way they are, are more successful at getting away than others. accepting things is a difficult thing to do tho

Relationships

If you dead one day, what was your last wish?

I just want to kill myself in any way possible. 

3am Thoughts

Bipolar Disorder

I often worry about the future. My relationship, my career, how much I earn, my parents, etc. But the biggest questions are whether I'll be still alive.. Or if things would stay the same. Of course they won't. And change doesn't wait for anyone. But still. I feel my parents won't be there for too long and I need to let them know that I love them. I have a younger brother and I'm always scared of losing him. I'm worried I won't be able to do the jobs I want to in the future. I'm terrified that I might get married to someone who wouldn't care for me and I would be sexually abused. And I'm not ready to leave school yet. But time will fly..... 

Anxiety

Compassion

Pratham...are you reading this?
I miss you😔

Hope

मुँह में ज़ुबान सबके होती है पर कमाल तो वो लोग करते है जो इसे सम्भाल कर रखते है

Career

 im in middle school (ms for short) and i kinda dont know what to do
I like this guy at ms and my friend has his number so i got it from them. So i had his number and i ended up texting him this long paragraph that i liked him. Btw he knew me before this, we went to the same elementary school and we're friends. So anyway he said thx for telling me and having the courage to tell him, but he was not looking for a relationship but he still wanted to be friends. I was kinda bummed ofc but he was really respectful so i was ok. It was a bit awkward between us for abt 2 weeks, but its good now. I have started to find other people at my school attractive, which is a sign that i have kinda actually moved on. RIght? But now its been a month since i told him and i am still thinking abt him. Idk if I should, but it really seems like i really like him. I love the way he makes me and everyone around him laugh, no matter what mood you're in. He is sweet, caring, and really smart. To be completely honest, he is not the most attractive, but I am attracted to things past physical appearance. More like emotional attraction. I am on vacation (in Hawaii!) while typing this and i wont see this guy i like (at school is the only place i really see him) until Jan. 3rd (thats abt 18 days). Idk how to get him out my mind, but at the same time, i am crushing on him, but kinda attracted to other people at my school. I know its ms so i dont necessarily have to "choose choose", but i just wanna get my sh** together ya know? What should i do, any advice?


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