I don’t think polygamy is a big deal. Open relationships need to be normalised. Life is very finite in nature, it is far too short to be bored of one person. Spicing it up and having 3-4 partners to bore you is where its at.

As long as all parties are okay with it and nobody gets hurt!

Yeah definitely. But like if there is never any conversation for exclusivity, does the pre acknowledgement come into play then?

Yeah, true. But I think it should be pre acknowledged, consensual and mutual. And it should not have any religious basis

Relationships

Is it okay to cry infront of someone? Why do i always wanna cry all alone? 

I feel so out of place today. Like I don't belong anywhere. Something happened so. But it took me back to lanes I've shut down. It's a lonely and not so beautiful feeling. Yet the fact that I find solace in it makes me feel like am I a sadistic human? That feeling feels oddly comforting as it's familiar and I have been feeling that since forever. I know it's not right. Yet sometimes I lose the reigns and spiral in them. I keep reminding myself it's just emotions n they're temporary and I don't have to act on them. I have to stay still untill this storm passes away. 

Lonely

Will be starting my life again soon.... Yeah I will  love my  wife... 
I will die sometimes but I will pull myself together... but I will be whole again.... tumhari baaten ab yaad nahi krunga... na tumhara vo masoom sa chehra jo  hr waqt bs mujhe dhundhta tha... I will not remember the voice of your heart beat... how it used to skip a beat when I made eye contact... and I will not remember your pampering how you would so easily put me to sleep by just saying you are there...
I will not remember you soch lunga khwaab tha mera...ab subh hogyi hai so it's breaking...
It hurts....I don't want to feel like that... please make it stop it hurts....😭😭😭

Dreams

Hi! I'm 22 year old Indian girl. I have spent most part of my life in a joint family. I've an elder brother also. Everything was fine initially with some arguments in the family and between my parents which is complete normal. But from past one decade things have changed upside down. Not a single day went without heated arguments between my parents for not so obvious reasons. During this time my brother also went out for his higher studies so , being a 12 year old, I was alone watching my world breaking into pieces. My mother always took all her frustration out on me. She would beat me often for for trivial things such as watching T. V. and for not eating properly. This continued till I enter the college. I was happy there when I came back during holidays the same routine continued. But this lockdown has taken things to another level. She now blames me for everything, badmouth me for talking to my father's side of family to whom I'm extremely attached, for not being obedient, for being too ambitious and what not. I know she loves me and I love her too but she kills me with her words and due to this I'm drifting away from her. I couldn't gather the courage to discuss this with anyone because we all glorify motherhood and no one believes the other side of the story. This is hampering my studies, my relationship with my father and brother and my mental health. 

Family

any girls out there?

To the people who reported my question about those apps.. 
Khus? 
If yes, then lol 
If not, what was even the point lol.

Celebration

Whenever I talk too much I feel sad without any reason... What can I do I can't avoid talking my friends and I don't really want to listen to their troubles like I want to help them out but they don't listen or take my advice first and secondly I'm so spend up already because of my troubles I can't take it anymore still I gave time to them .... Even an hour phone call is not enough for them. Today after giving viva for two hours, I'm on call like for four hours. And I need to prepare for my presentation tomorrow and I'm feeling so tired. Don't have time to take a break and still I promised to my other friends to have video call with them in evening man I'm so tired... Even if I tell them to end the call they don't and after two three times of saying it even feels I'm more rude... Plus I'm an introvert I don't like to talk much... Still I'm doing it...
I really need a big break... Why always I feel so tired.. 


Exhausted

Sometimes life feels so clueless, you just don't know where you are going and what you're doing...you want to do something else but end up doing some other thing ...Prepare yourself for something positive but some situation arises where that initiative is ruined and you end up doing something you never wanted to do.....and at that point even your bestest of friends and close people are busy and you can't just express or vent out these feelings to anyone. 

Constructing a bridge is easier when you know which places needs to be connected but without this knowledge the idea is never finalized and so the construction ..same happens with life.

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