I don’t think I am depressed or Suicidal
But, my thoughts afraid me sometime
Like, the night I imagine myself being killed
Sometime I just want to be a corpse and Rot and decompose
Or just be death so people will let me alone and nobody can annoying me
And I don’t know if it’s normal or not
It’s not normal. You don’t know if you are depressed or not. Depression is not what people in social media generally shows. Write down whenever you feel like this and go through it. If you find things are getting extreme, please consult a psychotherapist. Please! Don’t just let your thoughts deteriorate your mental health and ultimately your life. I have been through. It’s too much. Excessive and I regret not consulting a professional in the beginning itself.
Okay, I will. Sorry to hear that and take care of you <3