I donโt think I am depressed or Suicidal
But, my thoughts afraid me sometime
Like, the night I imagine myself being killed
Sometime I just want to be a corpse and Rot and decompose
Or just be death so people will let me alone and nobody can annoying me
And I donโt know if itโs normal or not
Itโs not normal. You donโt know if you are depressed or not. Depression is not what people in social media generally shows. Write down whenever you feel like this and go through it. If you find things are getting extreme, please consult a psychotherapist. Please! Donโt just let your thoughts deteriorate your mental health and ultimately your life. I have been through. Itโs too much. Excessive and I regret not consulting a professional in the beginning itself.
Okay, I will. Sorry to hear that and take care of you <3