I don’t talk well to others I just hide problems and hope I can make it to another day. I’m in a loveless marriage and have increasing debt my only escape is work. I have no one to talk to

You can start here and discuss your issues freely; look inside yourself and think...is the marriage salvagable...whatever the revelation..just know it will be tough to work through...separation or healing the relationship...but you have to do what's right for you.



Insecurity

Anyone up ? Wanna talk

The girl i love don't want to talk to me about love and all and mujhse uske alawa usse baat nhi hoti 
Like bc kisi ko pasand krte ho or bht xyada love krte ho usse kya baat kr skte h ??

Frustration

Hey guys🥺

3am Thoughts

So my dad I’m pretty sure is mentally abusive. Anything can tick him off. He uses stuff we feel insecure about and picks on us about it all the time. I’m so tired of it, but if I talk to him he will get mad. I’m scared. What should I do?

Emotional Abuse

Hey you! Why did you leave me? Do you know that pain what I’m going through .. coz of you! Please don’t do this to anyone. Please! One day you will know this pain . 💔 No no sorry you should not feel this pain . You can’t hold it baby ! 🥺. I still love you ! Muah 🤍🚶🏻‍♀️ 

Today's my Birthday..!!
So called sweet 16
Nobody wished me at 12 at night except my bestfriend she also called at 12:30 
My family was asleep so they wished at 10 and went to sleep
From morning also no birthday enthusiasm in my home.. just as a normal day..mom made shrikhand that's my favourite so.. nothing else..no surprise no gifts no cakes nothing
I didn't had a birthday party since childhood like I didn't knew people had such amazing parties as my parents never let me socialize much and I never went to parties till i was 14 and started to socialize more
But then also I can't ask for a party as that would be embarrassing..
My bestfriend had amazing surprise party on her birthday where her parents booked the biggest villa of city for her birthday.. called 50 people.. had a pool party she got 16 big  gifts like new activa, new nike shoes, iphone, Airpods and all....she was dressed up as a doll and her mom crowned her and it was just so amazing we all except her wore the birthday gang t-shirt it was so amazing..she was so happy I wished I had same..I am not jealous but seriously it feels sometimes
Like it's not my parents can't afford..they threw a surprise party to my brother then why not me..?
They just don't want to spend on me..
My parents are rich, they own 3 bunglow,2 flats and 2 farm house, 3rd biggest clothes shop in city and a amazingly working buisness
They just don't wanna spend on me
I hate my life mann..
I hate my birthday..
No wishes,no insta for me except my bestfriend, no whatsapp status nothing man..I hatee itt..worst life
Like I am not being childish yaar..but today also we will go to dinner at night in my favourite restaurant but dad told tum teeno chale jau..mujhe kaam hai..
I hatee my birthday..
I also want all sweet 16 parties like others yaar..I hate itt..
Wish I'll be rich one day by my own and spend on myself and give myself parties
😞😞😞😞





I keep creating fantasies . I create situations where I m completely happy and surrounded with people who love me unconditionally. I imagine it to be PERFECT. I was fun and exciting at first but after a long time it exhausts me . I start imagining it unknowingly. I try to be mindful but eventually I start to feel boring and start imagining to entertain my self . But I dont like it . I want to be completely in the present .it's just exhausting and it's raising my expectations from future which I hate. 

Exhausted

you told me that me distancing myself from you hurt you a lot, but really you've hurt me in so many ways to the point that i felt like the only thing i could do is distance myself from you so i dont get more hurt but really it hurt so much more than ive imagined and it fucking sucks because all ive ever done was love you and with you the best but you've hurt me more than anyone ever. but i still love you. even tho i shouldn't. it hurts like hell but im dumb i dont know any better. and you made me hate myself sm for hurting you to the point where i couldn't help it, to the point where i was about to give up on everything. and mabye its my fault because ik ive changed but ive changed because of you, literally. ever since you made me feel like im not enough for you.

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