I don't smoke, drink, or party every weekend. I don't play around or start drama to get attention. Yes, we do still exist!



But you post I'm different I'm unique we do exist stuff. yess, you still exist 🙄

It's not only you who don't smoke drink or prty, there are so many people around who don't do anything!
It's all personal choice, not a big deal, why to feel so much special/unique on this!🤦🏻‍♂️

Career

Idk if this happens just to me..
I have only two friends who texts or meet wherever they want.... first they will only tell they want to meet later they will end up cancelling...I'll be very excited to meet them but end up feeling really bad...I'll cancel all my plans or my family plans just to meet them.. this happens always to me idk y..and I have still not learnt anything....it makes me feel more lonely and y always I am excited to meet someone and they aren't excited to meet me

It has been almost 2 years in University....I tried my best to make friends but almost all of them turned against me by being the toxic person in my life....I gave them my time, my friendship everything....but each and everyone tried to break me....I will always be at ease to let go of people from my life, but now I am all alone by myself seeing people enjoying around...not even having a person to share my thoughts with in the hostel...I do live far from my home....it feels so lonely, every Little damn thing...I always had a hard time making friends...but if I somehow manage to make a few they turn out to be the most toxic one like they only have me as their friend as everyone else is trying to avoid them....I am so bad that I do deserve all this, maybe I am....
Thank you for reading....

College

Idk but I don't have any friends...is it just me ? Well I thought that some of my "so called friends" were my real friends but now i realise they weren't..and this happens like every single time! I try to make them so happy I do whatever is in my power ..in the end they use me and just go

3am Thoughts

This is my first time posting something here but

I crated a group of friends about 3 years ago and we hand out and play sports together sometimes. For the past months, they've been cutting me off often and didn't tell me about a reunion for the sports group that we made together. One of them just added me inside an Instagram group for a meetup for 6 people, and removed me 2 hours ago probably since they had to put in a 6th person,. and I guess I wasn't really the priority. Honestly, I'm not even really angry, I just want to know what I'm doing wrong. I just want to know if its me cause I can change, but I don't even know. Should I talk to one of them about it, but I'm worried that if I do, I'll just stand out more and they'll use that I'm a weirdo to not include me. I'm a senior in high school if that helps out at all. 

Friends

I have no friends, and cant get along with my school friends I want friends very badly

Frustration

bestie, you better listen to me. i can spot who's fake and who's real. stop talking with the pOpuLaR gIrLs, they're full of drama and yes, fake af. i really thought they were friendly and would talk to me but in 3 WHOLE YEARS of learning together, bitches couldn't even say to me a word. so yes, listen to me, I know exactly who can be a true friend and who's the snake

School

Feeling stressed with this semester. Used to have a lot of energy when I first started but I've given up now. I hate my groupmate because he's my ex-friend's boyfriend. His presence infuriates me. Why the hell does he need to be in the same group in me? There are other groups for him to sign himself up. Heck, he could even be in the same group as his girlfriend. I can't act like how I wanted to because I feel like he's watching my interaction and he reminds me of my ex-friend. 

I can't make friends easily and when I do, i would distance myself or make them feel like I don't care about them intentionally and then regret it but won't apologize and then become sad that I can't trust anyone when I am the one who never shares anything. 

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