I don’t really know…I’m kinda feeling numb I guess. I don’t know understand what happened today. I had experienced suicidal thoughts while talking to the person who makes me happy. Those thoughts haven’t come in 2 weeks and know all of a sudden it happens in that moment. I guess I just wanna understand.
It’s okay, it happens sometimes but killing yourself is not the way. Hold on in there and things will get better. Do things that make you happy and try to love yourself.
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLjEhe3TtPDm-8NL0iuDBv96mO_j-SQ5zv