I don't need a new lover to over my ex but best friend do. Can you be ? 

Needing another person to get over a person will make you miserable, deal with the pain or whatever comes from the ex 

3am Thoughts

Am I the only one who feel alone all the time

Frustration

this is stupid but today i forgot to say thank you to my dentist after a procedure. she wasn’t my usual dentist so ig it didn’t come about in conversation but i really wish i had thanked her in the end. i always do otherwise :/

Overthinking

Meditation

I am feeling like shit I loved a girl and we were in a relationship for past 3 months things were not going good today she called and said she has married her ex and completely ignored the fact that we were together I am heartbroken feel like ending my life

Breakup

feel like i cant feel anymore. been hurt 2 many times now.

Drug Abuse

Still down. But trying to be ok and forgetting about high school and what it’s done to me. But I’m gonna be fine. 

Bullying

My parents ar e absolutely narcissistic, emotionally sick, toxic and dysfunctional beyond the T. Even today this very moment. 

Talking about me.. I don't know.. I feel trapped. I feel sick. Even in happy jolly atmosphere s
. Maybe it is depression but it is so much of rage and copius grief and anxiousness

I am living alone.. I am 28..i have been applying for jobs but 1-2 freelance assignment I have I don't feel like doing them
 I have a prevalent brain fog full time and I am tired of people hurting me.. Abandonine
 And I feel trapped!! I keep looking down upon myself why can't I get basic human love.. Affection validation and emotional maturity from my family. Thank you for letting me share. Idk if anyone gets me.. Coming from a family of such toxicity.. Narcissistism where they have normalized abuse.. Trauma and no feelings.. I'm also looking at healthy happy so called strong people around.. And I feel broken.. Shattered n spine less within. 

But I also feel scared. Big time. And the fact that my identity is revolving around me demonish father, mother.. Family.. Stuck in their own trauma.. I also unable to come out. I hope I do. And get out of this trappy feeling. I really feel sick.. And scared. N very scared. N disgusted. 
Thank you for letting me share. 

Adulting

Everything is falling apart and im having a hard time to tell the difference between reality and dreams. I think im gonna end it soon, I cant go through it all alone again. 




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