I don't like to be alone. Here in college from last 2 years it has been very difiicult for me to find a very good frnd to whom I can share everything without being judged. 
Yes I have 2 very good frnds here. But I am not able to make them understand how exactly I feel becz they are youngrr than me. We have very different perspective for future. 

Nobody likes but akele aae hain aur akele hi Jana hai

Be alone and work on your goals. Leave who doesn't synchronise.

That's the problem. I don't like to be alone. 

Friends

One more useless update 💀

03/03/23
How is everyone doing? 
Me? I'm doing fine. But, 
I think that sen and I has less conversation compared to those times when I approach and talk to him first. 
Sen is an alias of the boy I like. 
But then lately, he started talking to me. Just about some random stuffs, whatever came to mind. Then he said, he has someone he fancy.

One Sided Love

I kinda like a boy, we connected mutually, but i think he sees me as a good friend and therefore i thought of letting my feelings slide and not come between our friendship but he's too sweet on texts and is super supportive and just i love to talk to him. He's just the way i imagined being in a relationship. He might be flirting but i do like it. It's like i do need reassurance and he's there for me. Idk what to do about it i feel so helpless 

3am Thoughts

My crush called me clingy jokingly today so i decided to give him a silent treatment BUT I CAN'T RESIST THE URGE TO TEXT HIM help me please iam gonna cry 

PS. (he also called me cute BUT HE CALLED ME CLINGY TOO)

Conflict

I think I'm a very unattractive man because no woman wants to be with me and they prefer other men

Girlfriend

I need emotional support for losing my weight it's hard and i need someone to be there to support me, push me to keep me postive

Exercise

Good night ❤️✨️

Day 57 of writing journal entries.

Today was a chill day, but also a strange one. This morning I was sitting in my bedroom as I’d just finished my schoolwork, and when I went in there the sky was mostly clear. Then, about half an hour later my Mom is calling me, telling me to look outside. It was POURING snow, in 30 minutes I could barely see the grass, this is unusual for my area. Well, unusual for it to happen that fast. After that I sat in my room for another hour or so and when I looked outside again, it had all melted. It was wild haha.

Anyway, hope you guys are doing good. Peace out. ✌️

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