I don't like nor dislike interacting with people, just indifferent maybe. I just get annoyed or irritated if they try to enter my personal space that's why I avoid meeting people if possible. But I do get too clingy to those I am comfortable with.

Friends

Does anyone feel anxious when their parents argue?😖

Anxiety

Bavamardhal relationship there is magic 🪄 in this relationship you know 💖 there is only love to give 🤌❤️ I am always thankful to him being in my life  doesn't matter where ever he is living tomorrow I am here always wishing for his  happiness and success 🍀and I have always wished only for that .... Yeah I love 💗 my Bava 🤍never want to lose this soul 🤞
Hope this reaches his heart 


Relationships

what do u think about this new “connections” feature here?

Now&Me Thinks

Rain is beautiful.
I wish I could wake up to rain. Then walk in the fog and disappear with it.

3am Thoughts

Having this eye prblm really sucks !! 😩

Frustration

Iam feeling disturbed ,sad and heart broken not because of a boy,but because I was born as a girl in an indian middle class family and also because I have the most toxic family.
I feel like running away from this place and go and somewhere far and start fresh were nobody knows who iam,iam asking why me and why should I suffer this much pain😠😫.
What did I do ,I never asked my parents to make me and now iam all bad, disgust and burden to their life,it's because of me they have expenses and even a small mistake is such a big disaster I make and even if my brother does something similar big ,that doesn't matter boys makes mistakes,what girls are not allowed to make mistakes 😬.
Idk how I lived no EXISTED in this place all these years,maybe going to school or college helped and because of this pandemic I don't even have a place to go and be peaceful ,all iam asking is leave me and alone and give me some peace of mind.
I am holding on a very thin string  between suicide and murder😑.
I hope God gives me patience and strength to exist here until I complete my studies and get a job and go far away.
Being  a baby you don't know anything or atleast cannot understand ,now it's hard to live.
I hope when I get a job and go to other place I will be able to heal from all my past traumas and painfull memories.
I don't know how I can work on my mental health in such and environment and I pray to god 🙏 that the pandemic gets over quickly and I will be able to goto college and get some peaceful time.

Depression

I know it’s probably the most common thing which we all go through at some point in our lives where we try our best to move on and not make someone the centre of our lives. Yes I fell in love. Yes I confessed it. And, yes he did not care. Once again this one moved away saying that it was him who does not deserve me.
How can someone make decisions on behalf of others, how can someone decide what is good for me and what is not. Why do people lead on others when they have no intention of taking the responsibility of their doings. 
It’s been months and I still cannot let him go off my mind. Is it so terrible to love a person with all your heart just to be left in the middle of nowhere. 


Hey Mrityu (death), 
Taiyar agar tu ane ko... Prasann mukh aa.. 
Dwar khula hai, Tera Swagat... Prasann mukh aa.. 🥺🥺

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