I don’t like my dad at all he’s not a good human being.

That’s ok, just because he made you doesn’t make him a saint. Some blood relations are awful and toxic and you’ll get through it. He won’t be around forever. He’ll be dead eventually.

Relationships

I hate my father. He is the worst.

3am Thoughts

i really just want my dad to love me

Frustration

Every time I think of my dad it hurts honestly

Family

My father is annoying as hell

My Dad is angry

Depression

IDK what exactly I am feeling right now. well, I am 17YO. And ever since my parents got married all they had constantly is chaos. after 1 year I was born. My father never took any responsibility for me/ mom, he never did anything that made me love him. instead, I dislike him. Just for my sake, my mom sacrificed 18years of her life with him. meanwhile, she tried to suicide and domestic violence took place right under my presence. recently I convinced my mom to get divorced, it was better not to have a father than having him in that position. Mom got a piece of judgment stating certain rules but the marriage still exists for some reason. According to that my father was supposed to pay me a certain amount and do the rest of my things equally shared with mom but mom will be the fosterer, not him. last year October 10th, at 10:00 pm we left that home...he didn't even bid goodbye and I didn't have any feelings either...till now he hasn't given me a single penny and now he has gone to his home town...today we just got to know that he is getting married or some sort of similar function is going on in his house...IDK how am I suppose to feel? he just didn't pay any compensation, ruined my mom's and my life...mom is struggling to upgrade her life and raise a teenager while he...I don't think this is fair...mom is helpless...she is having no one else than me and I have no idea what to do for her...I literally need some help to figure out what should I do. my father is rich but he proved himself as poor in front of the court and now he is capable of a second marriage and not completely settle our thing, and mom is so generous that she is not interested to go behind it and file a case. give me some advice

I really wanted to know something about which i don't usually understand why i feel but i do . I don't have much friends and the reason behind this kind of situation is my upbringing . Never been too close to my dad as he used to work abroad and growing up in a women centric environment where my mom , grandmom and my aunts were there sometimes i feel like i am very far from the people of my age group. I wante to make friends but i can't , I wanted to roam but i can't , i wanted to explore but i can't . My dad is with me now but i can't talk to him because i just can't , i even don't usually listens to him but still am bounded by his ideologies. i don't get pocket money because we are already facing financial issues . i can't join a gym because i can't talk to him . i am lacking behind and i am being feeble day by day . 
  

Mental Health

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