I don't like it when I fake something to match other people's standards and expectations. I keep forgetting to be selfish. I either be selfless or completely selfish, I can't seem to balance them both. 

There are 7.8 billion peoplw in world.....and u care about a few with whom u hv to pretend....now i think u know what i mean

Even though knowing we r faking but still doing it anyway....that is where the headache start....but we do it anyway.....

Conflict

Now everything small thing makes me angry and irritated. Everything I told myself that I don't care. But, it hurts when the people you have considered your friends are behaving like no one. It hurts when you were there for them everytime and now due to their inappropriate behaviour when you reason with them now you have become a bad person and all the friendship, everything is gone now👍

Friends

Morning to who ever reading this 


  I have a friend who is like a sister n a few more  dudes  they all understands me is friendly ,gives brutal honest  advices n help  ,listens to me when need advice n overall good but whenever I asked   For hangout always denies with reason but still ok , yesterday they went for outing drinks which we in group where planning from  some time now  didn’t is even care to invite later they shared a video to me in the same I felt very bad cuz they have time for all to catch but not when I require 
  I’m thinking to get done with this friendship bullshit  delete everything , go silent , basically DONE trusting people. 
what do u think ?🤔 


Just shifting to the hostel after 6 months...I had friends back here in pg and 2 of us are shifting back to the hostel...and suddenly they all started ignoring both of us...It feels so bad when you do so much for them and they still don't even care for you..that too because of a girl and her crush...and they both are making us feel so left out. Today's my last day and I didn't even tell them..I wanted to enjoy tonight with them but now things are hitting differently....

im feeling sad i was happy that my friends and i got to ply together but then possum left and it was kinda weird rabbits lover or friend came and they fought then rabbit was telling me to come with them and they were kinda treating me like a dog and then they just talked with them and they just left me out and then they said they were leaving to a game and just left with out asking and the other 2 had already left and i was just all alone and i don't know what to do because they were the only thing that was making me happy and our friendship already seems broken and i fon't even know what to do im already stressed but when they came in my life i forgot about all my stress and felt so happy then they left and it all hit me and i don't know what to do 

Is friendship important in life? Is it worth all of it? For me, friendships are always hard to keep.. they expect a lot from me...that I will be always available for them, I will do everything for them at the cost of my own mental health... I will not prioritize my own plans to go out with them...i dont know but sometimes I really think that friendships are not for me.. they always expect so much from me, but never understood my plans, my dreams, what makes me feel happy.. they never did anything to make me feel good or strong..  maybe I am wrong.. I am so confused.. 
Cuz I am afraid that one day I will have no friends left.

I feel more alone than I have in weeks. I keep myself occupied as much as I can so I can forget about this sadness I feel. It’s constantly lingering. I wish I could talk to about how I feel with my “friends” but they don’t care much about me or my feelings. They just want me to be present when they need me. For weeks now I’ve just been avoiding everyone cause I honestly just don’t want to show up for them anymore since they can’t have the decency to show up for me. It’s honestly k*ll*ng me inside, but I’d rather be hurting alone than putting myself through h3ll for these “friends”. Sucks to have to go through this alone… 

3am Thoughts

Anyone has had experience with friends who make you feel alone ? No matter how much you try they'll leave you out of plans, won't invite you unless you ask, no matter what you do you're never good enough for them.

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