I donโt know why Iโm expressing but just to feel better Iโm ; today I did break my friendship with my bestfriend the one I cared the most, the one I loved the most. No matter if Iโm busy but if he is not fine Iโll leave everything and call him make him fine ; yeah I do feel bad but when people take you granted make you feel like youโre just like a soft toy to them on whom they spilt out their anger and stuff it feels the worst. It feels horrible when youโre weak you need someone to motivate you and itโs not someone itโs him you want he isnโt there for you rather he is fighting with you and saying you speak shit. Feels really bad but itโs life people are gonna come and go so yeah Iโm okay and yeah i donโt want anyone to take me granted anymore ๐พ๐พ