I don't know why I feel that...everything is messed up...I don't have any otherI myself have sai sikayat i'm complaining about myselfi'm complaining about myself Why I always gave priority to everyone except myselfWhy I always gave priority to everyone except myself Plus you may say that no one can be your best friend except youPlus you may say that no one can be your best friend except you If no one can understand you better than you, then it is better to live with yourself than with others.know yourself know yourself love yourself life will be beautiful...🖤

Love

Intro

Hi Everyone,
It’s good to find this community.
In nutshell, I’m in constant anxiety. I’m about tho change myself to be a better person. I’m on a good way but one thing I need to do do deceease this anxiety within me: I should tell my secrets to anyone, to a stranger. You know, if you release this verbally, you can release the pressure as well so it makes good for your mental health.
No huge secrets just regular ones (addictions, lies, etc.) which you would’t share with your loved ones otherwise you’d be judged. So it’d be useful for me to do it to a stranger, anonimously.
I hope someone can help me with it.
Have a nice day

ADHD

Khaali dimaag shaitan ka ghar ...so when your mind play mind games with you ...just shift your focus on something else, make yourself busy. 

Then you'll see the change ! 
Dil aur dimaag me ajeeb si jung chhidi hai, 
Kaun sahi hai aur kaun galat ab ye samjhne ki ghadi hai, 
Dil kahey left to dimaag kahey right,
Per jo sahi hai sirf uske liye karni hai fight,
So when your mind play mind games you, 
Shift your focus, and tell him that i am not going to make any decisions Impromptu!




Motivation

I want to keep myself first I want to give myself first priority for everything. But still can't do it, whenever I try it goes well for 7,8 days and then again I'm back at same position. I just don't get it, why I'm like this, always will think about people around me, even if it'll affect me, but still I'll think about how can I make them happy, and figure out there problems. But at the same time I somewhere expect them to act same, I know that's the dumbest thing to think of, but can't help it.
Like I get it I can't expect the things which I do for other, and will get the same in return, but still I'll go out of my way and do certain things for them, and when it's my time, when I need help, I'll just lie around, and do nothing,
And I know this too well that nobody's going to come and save me, but still I think of something, or make something up in my mind regarding this. Like cmon who does that. I'm just not able to get it.

3am Thoughts

I miss my ex bestie but she doesn't care ahh! My sister she lefted me 😭😭😭 I don't understand what I really did that she is ignoring me this much like why?? She forgot everything that I did for her idk she changed so suddenly she forgot our 4 years of friendship within 4 seconds!!! It's been 2 months without her and I damn miss her every single day I msged her to clear everything out I tried to apologize to her but she ignored me and today she finally blocked me after ignoring me for 1 month I'm hurt really sooo much I can't explain what I'm going through she got herself new friends and she broked all the promises that she made she broked my heart 💔

Friends

Today life is feeling as mellifluous as my songs. 💜✨

Life

Currently the social cause I am passionate about is helping people suffering in hospitals by verifying and providing them leads .... I just started volunteering for this.. Still not getting much positive results but hoping for the same...

COVID HELP

ok so its been around 15 days of no contact.. Im doing ok I dont miss him so much but other times the feeling gets very strong. I still havent texted him all this time and hes coming back from india in 5 days.. Im excited maybe nervous I dont know how Ill react to seeing him. 
also boards in 3 days physics and chemistry screwing me over but Im trying:) 


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