Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I don’t know why but sometimes it feels like why I am alone to much bhar se I am just showing that everything is all right but inside I am just dieing
Don’t know whome should I share anything if kbhi lgta bhi hai kisi se share kru toh just afraid that they r going to make fun of me
Nd giving a shitty sympothy
Nd if I thought ki parents se baat kru regarding thi so they r somehow toxic means not about anything but kbhi bhi suna Dena about that nerve nd at last they r not going to understand anything
Kbhi kbhi bhot toxic ho jaate nd pta ni kya hi seen hai yrr
Bs ab asa lg rha sb chd jaa nd khi Bina btay chla jaa naam phchan sb change krke khi pr chla jaa
Fr lgta hai parents ka kya hoga if chla gya toh
Don’t know I can’t explain much kis phase mai hu