I donβt know who I am anymore,
I donβt know what Iβve been doing Iβm slowly losing all the people who love me my friends they hate me now because to overcome after getting cheated on in a 4 year relationship has been a rollercoaster. Thereβs this friend who has helped me a lot supported me a lot and now played with his feelings coz he likes me and i knew I had no feelings for him yet I kissed him because I was lonely and I made him confused now all my friends are mad about it they know Iβve played with and innocent personβs feelings they hate me theyβre jugding me and i deserve it . I canβt cut ties with him because heβs too emotionally attached to me and my other friends thereβs just too much tension between us and I want to run away from all of this I want to be alone i no longer want to upset my friends because I feel what my ex told me was right (i take people for granted , Iβm selfish i only think about myself and i never accept my mistakes and if I keep doing this Iβm going to lost everyone around me and I guess itβs happening
You are what you choose doing. You can still change for good. Try it.
Nobody can live your life better than you. So do it whatever you want but always think 100 times before doing it but after doing it donβt think about it at all
Iβve lost the ability to think and act Iβm making irrational decisions Iβm okay with people leaving me and I donβt have the courage to work on my relationship because my friends told me Iβve become so toxic for people around me that they no longer recognise me for who I used to be I feel like I should be alone and distant myself from people I love because I donβt want to hurt them I no longer want to share my feelings with them i just want to be alone
Well instead of rushing towards temporary feelings you should pause for a while and then think it again after that take a decision
Well you are not okay with it β¦ but also donβt act about it. Always be honest to yourself. Be expressive and also if you canβt express then keep one good friend or companion through whom you can open up and convey your emotions. Good friend or companion always doesnβt mean your friend or relationship person
I donβt know pretty much the same but have to pretend to be okay in front of my friends theyβre ignoring me