Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I don’t know where my old self is gone. I mean I like how my new self has a better understanding of the need to evolve and understand oneself, but my old studious self is hiding in the bush so well that she is nowhere in reach.
whenever I look at my books to study, all I think is how inadequate I am, what low memory I have, and how I will never be good at phy and chem.
I am burnt out and I hate how everything feels right now. My going out feels like I am running away from studies.
I feel like such a loser