I dont know what to do anymore. Is this karma for lying ? But why say you’re leaving when I need you most. I’ve been crying all day. You say you love her, but you say you care about me. Is it a lie when you say you have feelings for me ? I feel so selfish, I feel like I’m holding you hostage. After a while, it seems like you dont care anymore. You’re seeing her and me at the same time. But you guys seem more in love, and close. So I guess I should leave you alone. But how should I get you off my mind ? I cant say this directly to you. It will only make things worse. You asked me not to end things this morning. I didn’t, I should’ve. But I would have been way more of a mess then I am now. Im so happy with you, yet you’re so oblivious. I would drop everything to be with you. But it seems like you’re using me for entertainment.
( Sorry if this rant seems all over the place, I really need this. But it’s not really working. I dont know what I should do lol)
If he can have second option you can make a decision for yourself and decide to be happy alone … love yourself more and earn your self respect and just move on … it will be fine
