I donāt know what should I do. In the past two years, I lost my whole world. I lost my friends just because I fought with a friend so my whole circle stopped talking with me (whole circle=2 friends and 1 whom I fought with). This too they didnāt hear my side just on the assumptions told me I did that. Though at first, I tried to call them, talk with them, share like I used to all in vain. They didnāt trust me nor share anything with me. Just to share told me. But I canāt always be the one calling them even they have to try. because of this, it affected my health way too much. I couldnāt stop thinking about them whenever anything came up they were the ones in my mind. I even confronted my friend as it was getting way too big for me. First, I couldnāt celebrate 31st with her, second, the friend who used to call me even if I called and she didnāt pick up, she didnāt call me for a month. And the day she called me again, I couldnāt suppress my feelings. I had to vent it out but still, she was like I canāt forget you, but who did something you shouldnāt. But the fact is even after that venting out she didnāt call me. They still met and didnāt include me ever. Itās just so hurtful from the best friends and world for you. This year even my grandfather passed away. Itās like God doesnāt want me to be happy.
Talk to them. We do same ignoring that person is not listening to us and getting on wrong way
I did talk to them but they said they care for me but they arenāt. theyāve sided with another one as they think she is right. still, I see their stories, snaps of the meeting and both of them didnāt invite me. For me, this is very hard seeing them together and myself alone when at one time we were all together
