I don't know what I'm feeling right now but it's hurting me inside 😓🥺

Tbh we all just owe an apology to ourselves cause we also know to which limits we have pushed ourselves we got hurt,we made ourselves go with so much of bullshit which we never deserve.  °▪︎°

Self Love

I love her and she knows it. But she doesn't. She talk with me only 5 to 10 minutes. And then say I have work but i know she is talking to someone else. Who she like. When I ask about that boy she says no she doesn't like him. But she love him. I don't get enough sleep bcz of overthinking. I really love her. 

Frustration

Do u think that anyone's life is best?? I talked with a friend of mine and she said that my life is best.. And from that time. i can't stop wandering.. Like I guess my life is in a good phase but I too deal with bad phases and that too alone.. I have too much insecurities which I don't share. And when people say that U are  living ur life or it's best, Ik kind of feels awkward to hear as they just see the smiles and not the tears.. 
Please tell me if I am ryt or wrong

Confusion

I can't accept the phrase "Girls will Break your heart always, don't trust her" and " boy's just want you for sex, he doesn't love you". There are girls who use guys for sex, break their heart, abuse them and there are also guys, who breaks heart, who are scared to tell about their relationship to their parents, who breakup for no reason. These gender based problem never helps us to see a problem from another perspective. If it's a girl, dress properly else you'll be raped. If it's a guy, why do you wear pink are you a gay. Why don't we see all these as people's problem. Not only one kinda gender is affected by this but all. It's common right. You can't judge.

3am Thoughts

I want to see their proud face now really, last they were proud of me was like half or more decade ago :( they are getting older and also tho we don't share good relationship between us but still I fear what will happen to them when I will get a job and move to another place. Even if they were so wrong to me and also that I can't live them anymore. They are worried about me and have to answer about me what I am doing? Did I get a job now? GAWD I just want a job and I think it will solve atleast few of my problems.. I hope .. I just hope and soon🤞
Tommorow is a test of one company too I hope I do well without my anxiety peeking in -_-🤞
Just venting.. I am just disturbed with all such scattered thoughts
Thanks for reading :) 

Family

Reel life , real life se better hai :)

Adulting

according to me we needs to take short targets in a month if we will achevied our target then we feel in happy our inside after few month we think about big targets and acheive in our life....✌️

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