I dont know what i m feeling right now?? I m not even despressed ?? When i m working then its ok but when i sit free i feel bad a real heavy burden on me because i love her and she dont . Still we are talking , but today we fought again funny thing i dont even know she is real or fake i m really pretending to be ok but i m not. Talking to myself what i m doing i cant even sleep and today i cried but still dont know why i want help i cant just i cant please help