I dont know what I am supposed to feel when my partner told me that he finally got in touch with an ex and said that they miss talking but know boundaries. 🤔

They started talking more and more. My partner said that he won't lose her again. What does it mean? I asked him what if Im doing the same with my ex. He said he views it as nothing wrong and it wont get him feeling. Damn.

Confusion

Idk how i ended up here.
I can't trust anyone, I can't open up to anyone about my feelings, I always push people away, I like to be alone and at the same time don't like to be alone, i have daddy issues, and what not 🙃 
And I'm tooo fing co.ward to en.d my life. I can't even do that, lol. 
I'm no one's favourite in my family. I ended up pushing away all my friends because my family made me believe that I am not worthy of love. 
My future is doomed because of this. I can't imagine myself in a healthy loving relationship. 

3am Thoughts

Why do companies conduct interviews and then email you to inform you that you've been rejected?

Career

Do you also have this question that, why I want to talk with you? even you are not getting getting attention from other side 

Crush

Haven’t I given enough 🙂

Can any one just solve my confused puzzled state 😞
Is being imperfect a problem?🤔
Is it ok to let things the way is going instead of searching for perfection
is it ok to say NO to the pressure of being imperfect ?
I am just feeling so much stressed and pressures on the fact that I must be perfect everyday from each and everyone and I don't want to it's just breaking my consistency why the hell no one understands 😫


Happy Friday guys 🌺♥️ I truly appreciate this safe place and everyone in it😌✨ as always stay safe & be strong. It's gunna be okay 🥰

Compassion

Reaching new levels of low today…I thought everything would be good for me after high school but I found myself even more alone. I question whether I have a personality issue or maybe this is some fucked up life I’m living. Even when surrounded by family I feel alone. I developed serious anxiety issues due to constant attacks and I can’t tell my family or even speak up, I’m overly stressed, and there’s days where my mood will change, and I’ll cry and hate myself going as far as ripping my hair out or overeating to sooth the pain.

I hear blogging about your feels can be therapeutic and maybe I can find a sense of belonging but as of right now I struggle, I struggle alot. I know someone might say to lean on your friends but I honestly never had one and it wasn’t for lack of trying. I honestly remember/hold onto the pain when I had a few kids sign my yearbook and they wrote fag/faggot all over it.

Mental Wellbeing

Brother.

It’s been a while since she left your life. 

You’ve moved on, but you still get flashbacks of her. 

Piece of advice?

Don’t try to fight it. 

There’s nothing wrong with reminiscing the beautiful moments you shared.

Forget the bad. Hold onto the good. 

When it’s all said and done, be grateful that you met her.

It’s not tragic that she left.

It would’ve been tragic had she never arrived in your life.

That’s just how women are in a man’s quest towards greatness. 

Sources of beauty, peace, and inspiration… 

Before the endless WAR towards mediocrity and settling begins again.

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